Coffee Mess

Doubts

Logans's P.O.V

"Has anything happened between you and Sandra?" Erin asks me a few moments after we leave

"Yes, but it's been a long time since then, don't think about it"

"Logan, you're both visibly upset after your talk" She mentions and I sigh

"We were...something"

"Something like a couple?"

"Definitely not a couple" I reply scoffing

"Then what?"

"We were having sex for a few months"

"Fuck buddies then, ok. And when did you stop?"

"The January of the previous year"

"Why?"

"I wanted more, she didn't want to be in a relationship in general, so we broke it off"

"And why did you fight now?"

"I accused her of fucking with Ian to get a promotion"

"Oh my God, is it true?"

"Probably not. From the time I spent with her, I don't believe she's like that. Especially after a year, she would have done it sooner if it was like that"

"Then why did you say it?"

"I'm hurt, ok?"

"You still have feelings for her, don't u?" She asks, standing in front of me, making me stop walking

"I don't know. I just know I'm hurt because she chose him"

"Logan, people change their minds..."

"That's my problem; I'm afraid I gave up too quickly. What if I hadn't? Would she be with him or would she have chosen me instead?"

"You can't know that..."

"I can ask her"

"Do you care that much?'

"I think I do"

"Then, I'm sorry, but we're gonna have to break up"

"Yeah, maybe. It's not right for you"

"Yeah, I deserve better than someone who's in love with someone else and wouldn't tell me unless it had come to that" she's right, I should have talked to her before she got a job there

"It wasn't my intention to hurt you or anything, I just thought it was over. That I was over it. But I guess I'm not and it's not fair for you"

"It's really not..." she says and leaves a kiss close to my lips

"I hope you get her..." she adds and walks away

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Sandra's P.O.V

After my shift ended, Ian wanted to go out to eat, so I went home, changed into something more appropriate and we left for a restaurant he likes. During dinner, we don't talk much and he keeps asking me if I'm ok and I tell him that I'm just very tired, so he pays up as soon as we eat and we leave. He asks me to spend the night at his place, and since I have the morning shift tomorrow, because I don't have a class in the morning, and his place is close to work, I accept.

When we get in the house, he initiates sex and I really don't wanna stop it, so I get in the mood too and continue what he started. At first I'm very passionate, as always, but at some point, as we're on the bed and have just started having sex, Logan's words come in mind and suddenly I lose all my mood.