Coffee Mess

What Are We Doing?

"Wait wait, aren't you in pain?" I ask her as she pulls my hoodie up

"Not anymore" she replies, throwing it away and then starts kissing my neck

"Aren't you scared your cramps will start again?"

"It turns out they don't start again"

"How come?" I ask and she pulls away, sighing

"I had sex with Ian a few hours ago"

"After I left?"

"When you called me and asked me to come with food, I had just gotten out of the shower, which I took after Ian and I had sex"

"Wow..." I say, kinda annoyed

"I'm sorry, I didn't plan it, it's complicated"

"Well, it's pretty simple to me. You obviously don't trust me enough"

"It's not that. I trust you, that's why I started it now"

"Yeah, now, after you did it once..."

"Look, Logan, it's not personal. And as a matter of fact, I shouldn't be apologizing, but I understand how it may sound"

"No no, you're right, you shouldn't apologize. It's your body, you can do whatever you want with it" I say, pushing her to the side gently to get off me and when she's off, I get up

"I just didn't feel comfortable enough. I mean, you look like someone who hasn't done it before under those circumstances" she explains, getting up too

"What if I haven't?" I ask, putting my hoodie back on

"Well, then we would both be experimenting and the circumstances aren't ideal and I was already uncomfortable..."

"And he maded it comfortable?"

"Actually, yes"

"Seriously... The guy who doesn't even want to kiss you?"

"Yes. He was very gentle and even agreed to make out a little at first to get me in the mood"

"Oh, wow, what a gentleman" I say with irony dripping from my lips

"He was!" she argues, starting to get irritated

"If he was, then so could I"

"Again, he knew what he was doing, would you?"

"No, but I was willing to learn with you!"

"I'm sorry, but I feel better when the other person already knows what they're doing when I don't!"

"You could have said so! You could have told me the truth!"

"Well, truth is that what I said was also true! I mean, they say that physical exercise helps relieve the pain, but when you stop doing it, it hurts like hell again. And when we started doing it, I wasn't in pain, so maybe the meds worked like a charm"

"Yeah, maybe"

"Logan, what are we doing?" she asks, calming a little

"I don't know, fighting?"

"Exactly. We're fighting about something we shouldn't fight about. You shouldn't be mad and I shouldn't be apologizing. I can do whatever I want with whoever I want and you shouldn't be upset. We're not a couple"

"Yeah, you've made that pretty clear..." I say and open the door, leaving

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Sandra's P.O.V