Coffee Mess

What Are We Doing?

"Wait wait, aren't u in pain?" I ask her as she pulls my hoodie up

"Not anymore" she replies throwing it away and then starts kissing my neck

"Aren't u scared your cramps will start again?"

"It turns out they don't start again"

"How come?" I ask and she pulls away sighing

"I had sex with Ian a few hours ago..."

"After I left?"

"When u called me and asked me to come with food, I had just gotten out of the shower, which I took after Ian and I had sex..."

"Wow..." I say kinda annoyed

"I'm sorry, I didn't plan it, it's complicated!"

"Well, it's pretty simple to me... U obviously don't trust me enough"

"It's not that! I trust u, that's why I started it now!"

"Yeah, now, after u did it once..."

"Look, Logan, it's not personal... And as a matter of fact, I shouldn't be apologizing, but I understand how it may sound"

"No no, u're right, u shouldn't apologize. It's your body, u can do whatever u want with it" I say, pushing her to the side to get off me and when she's off, I get up

"I just didn't feel comfortable enough... I mean, u look like someone who hasn't done it before under those circumstances!" she explains getting up too

"What if I haven't?" I ask putting my hoodie back on

"Well, then we would both be experimenting and the circumstances aren't ideal and I was already uncomfortable..."

"And he maded it comfortable?"

"Actually, yes!"

"Seriously... The guy who doesn't even want to kiss u?"

"Yes! He was very gentle and even agreed to make out a little at first to get me in the mood!"

"Oh, wow! What a gentle man!" I say with irony dripping from my lips

"He was!" she replies, starting to get irritated

"If he was, then so could I!"

"Again, he knew what he was doing, would u?"

"No! But I was willing to learn with u!"

"I'm sorry, but I feel better when the other person already knows what their doing when I don't!"

"U could have said so! U could have told me the truth!"

"Well, truth is that what I said was also true! I mean, they say that physical exercise helps relieve the pain, but when u stop doing it, it hurts like hell again! And when we started doing it, I wasn't in pain, so maybe the meds worked like a charm!"

"Yeah, maybe!"

"Logan, what are we doing?" she asks calming a little

"I don't know, fighting?"

"Exactly! We're fighting about something we shouldn't fight about! U shouldn't be mad and I shouldn't be apologizing! I can do whatever I want with whoever I want and u shouldn't be upset! We're not a couple!"

"Yeah, u've made that pretty clear..." I say and open the door, leaving

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Sandra's P.O.V

The next day, I go to work at 13.00 to start the afternoon shift

"Damn, girl, u look like shit!" Mike says when he sees me from close up when I get behind the counter