Dumb.. So fucking dumb.
I groaned on myself as I slapped my forehead a few times, wanting to make my thoughts vanish.
I'm actually pregnant.
With Armin's child.
All the stress keeps coming one after another. I still don't know how should I react or if the situation's processing in my head but the thoughts keep coming one after another each seconds. I don't know if I should tell Eren? But he has nothing to do with this child. Or maybe Armin since he was the one who got me pregnant.
What should I do?
I can't keep this child while I'm still married. I'm not even sure if Armin will accept this or not. I never thought about getting pregnant. I'm aware of the consequences I'll get after I cheated on Eren but pregnancy never occured to me.
Should I get a divorce?
No, this isn't the time to think about that first. Armin should know about this pregnancy.
I sighed for the nth time and leaned my head on the window as I closed my eyes. I refused to think about anything first. This overthinking's just because of my hunger. But just as I opened my eyes, my vision darted on a familiar silhouette, few cars away from Jean's cars.
I squinted my eyes, trying to clear my vision and I was right. The silhoutte belongs to Armin. He's in here too! In the same parking lot!
Excitedly, I opened the car's door and walked out of the car. He must've been out from his lunch meeting, that's what he told me earlier. I was nearing Armin when a blonde man approached him making me stop.
"Armin!" The unfamiliar dude tapped Armin's arm who flinched from his touch and chuckled awkwardly. I stopped two cars away from them, waiting for the chance to approach Armin.
"Porco!" Armin greeted. "I didn't know you're here." Armin said to that guy named Porco. He glanced on his phone once again and proceeds to hide it, striking a conversation to his friend.
Should I approach him now? That would be disrespectful, though. Maybe I should wait a little longer.
"Yeah, My site's just blocks away. What are you doing here?" Porco asked, leaning on Armin's car. "A date, maybe?" He stated in a playful tone.
If he can talk casually to Armin, he must've been his friend or a workmate. I thought Historia, Sasha and Connie were his only friends. I never knew about his work, if I think deeply of it.
"Of course not. I just finished the lunch meeting. I'm gonna head back to the company later, just waiting for someone's call." Armin answered in soft tone.
"Your little girlfriend?" Porco smirked and bumped his elbow at him. Armin laughed lightly, pushing his elbow away. I can't tell whether his smile were genuine or he's just playing along.
Armin laughed and shook his head. "What are you saying? I don't have one."
Porco laughed. "Eren's wife? You were talking about her just a month ago. I was wondering when you stopped and became busy. I thought you two started dating."
Me? How the hell did I end up on someone's conversation.
I was confused how I ended up on someone's conversation. I never even met this Porco before.
"We're not dating. She's married." Armin said that made me furrow my brows.
"Thought you said it didn't matter 'cuz she's Eren's wife. It's the same thing if you just fuck her or does that make any difference? Or did you even fucked?"