Guilty Pleasures [Completed]

Chapter 24

I rolled my eyes and pulled my arms from Eren's hand as I leaned on the wall while crossing my arms.

"Talk, then." I stated. "I thought we're already done with this discussion. Seems like you have few more words left in your guts. Spill it all out--"

"I broke up with Violet." He cut my words off and looked down. I raised my brow, slowly forming a  grin.

"Good for you." I answered and was about to turn around when he stopped me and forced me to stay.

"Please. Listen to me. Just a few minutes." He pleaded. I let out an exhale before giving up and returned to my position. He didn't let go of my wrists as he continued talking. "I know what I did was wrong. I regretted it. Truly." He started. "I don't want to look back to it. I'm wrong for making you feel unwanted."

Good thing you realized.

"That's why. I'm asking for second chance. I'm asking for forgiveness and let's start over again. This time, I'll do better and focus on you."

My mouth parted in shock. I was unable to let out a word but a sarcastic smile escaped. I pulled my wrists from him and furrowed my brows.

"Eren." I called. "You do realize that it sounds pathetic." I tilted my head. "You're making it sound like you just want forgiveness 'cuz you only broke a damn plate." I said and glared at him. "It's just easy for you to ask. Haven't you considered looking back in this past months? Or don't tell me you forgot?"

I stepped forward to him but he didn't budged and stayed as where he is. The televesion was on and it kept blabbering while I talk.

"Eren, I'm sure you're not stupid. You hid your relationship with Violet for a long time and you think I would buy your sorry?" His eyes remained at me. Guilt and pain crossed his expression but it didn't softened my emotions.

In fact, I was able to imagine Armin on his position. If Armin was able to stand infront of me, asking for second chances, would I even forgive him easily?

I will.

Jean's right. If Armin pulled another tear and soft words, I would be easily get weak and forgive him. If all that happen, I'd forget about the pain I am feeling and let Armin use me again to his liking.

And I don't want that. I want to protect myself in atleast. I wasn't able to do that when I'm married to Eren. More over to the person I have really love until now.

"Second chance is impossible, Eren." I mumbled and turned around. I lifted my hands to push the door but it qas left hanging when Eren talked.

"Did Jean told you about Violet and I?" He asked. My head slowly peered to my shoulders. "As I thought. He actually did." He nodded. He said and grabbed my shoulders, making me face him. "Did he also told you that just because I did it means you can do it too? With whom, Y/N?! Did you and Jean--"

"WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I WAS THINKING OF THAT?!" I raised my voice and faced him fully with raging eyes. "For fuck's sake. Do you think I'm gonna be honest with you? Alright then, I'll be honest with you." I confronted him and clenched my jaw. "I was fucking around too while you were away with Violet. It wasn't Jean but I'll tell you that when you were sleeping with Violet, I'm also away from this house, letting a man fuck me because you can't."

I closed my fists and gritted my teeth. It almost sounds like I really did use Armin for that reason. My chest starts to hurt again from the thought but I sealed it.

"Is that what you want to hear, Eren? Do you want to hear more from me? Like how I did longed for your attention and started looking for on a different man?" I added.