Guilty Pleasures [Completed]

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Being with Armin takes back a lot. I get comfortable easily and that I even manage to forget what happened.

I don't even think of myself when I'm with him and it shows how I'm turning into a cheesy person when it comes to him.

I doubted Armin after he apologized. But it all vanished at first glance of his apologetic eyes.

At this point, I wouldn't care about myself anymore. I want to spend my time with Armin. I've always wondered how I survived those years without Armin.

In my rate, I'd rather not runaway again and think about what I actually want for myself.

I don't even think if I can manage to get separated with him again. Now that I've cofirmed my feelings.

Nothing changed at all.

I just wanted to be with him and hope that he'd feel the same way as mine.

"Enjoy your stay." The lady smiled at us while handing the hotel door key to Armin. I smiled and watched her walk away while Armin opened the door.

I entered the room while looking around the interior. Armin and I went to a high-end hotel restaurant earlier for dinner.

I turned around and smiled Armin. "Are you gonna shower or I'll do it first?" I asked and leaned on the glass wall. "Or maybe you want to shower together?"

His eyes widened as he flinched and blood came rushing to his cheeks.

"I.. I didn't mean 'that' when I checked in to the hotel." He panicked and sighed. "I thought you might like the view since it's a high end hotel." He whispered.

I mentally chuckled at his flustered face. I know he doesn't mean to do 'it' with me. Why would he get a room with two large beds if he meant to do it with me.

I may or may not felt disappointed when I saw the two different beds.

"Right. I was kidding." I laughed and turned around. Watching the city lights glow and the vehicles pass.

It's so quiet inside. It's so peaceful and disappointing at the same time. I've always thought when will he open up about that conversation with Levi.

I know for the fact that he knows yet he wouldn't talk about it. If I have the courage to talk first then I would've talked first.

Earlier, I thought he'd talk about it but he didn't. I was disappointed and felt like he wasn't serious at all.

But this time, I'll gather my courage and talk it right now. It's either now or never. I want to know if he also feels the same way.

"Armin. About that time--"

"I.." Armin cut me off and went beside me. "I designed this hotel. That's why I wanted you to come here."

I blinked and glanced at him. Somehow, I felt my chest tightened. If I can remember, he said back then that he loved me too.

But it could have already passed away and all he could feel right now is a mere lust. But even so.. I little hope won't hurt.

"You did?" I smiled softly. "That's amazing." I looked at him and gave him a warm smile.

Armin smiled shyly. "Mhm." He nodded. "This is my first design after I built my own firm."

"I see." I mumbled and sighed. Looking around the room, you can see the resemblance in Armin's bedroom and the room in this hotel.

It looks like it was inspired by it.

"I left my old company the time you left." He started that grabbed my attention. "My workers.. Porco and the others know about my plan for Eren. And that includes you."