Guilty Pleasures [Completed]

Chapter 29

Levi's plastered body on the bed couldn't help but to make me think about someone I've been wanting to forget. It's somehow unfair for myself.

No matter how many times I fucked people. Even if I kissed tons of people, there's always something I'm craving and I hate it. I want to look for it with Levi but I couldn't.

He's hot and pretty and responsible yet no matter how many years we've already met, Levi stills the same thing in my eyes.

"S-Stop.." Levi hissed as his head fall back on the headboard. "Y/N.. Stop
c-clenching your walls." He glared at me. His hands' has been wiggling but he couldn't touch me because of the tie.

"Sorry.." I whispered under my breath, pushing myself up and down on top of him. I'm soaked and I can feel my juices flowing on my legs as I move. But it's missing. Something is, I can't stand this needy feeling always.

"Levi.." I whimpered, pushing myself to lock lips with him. He pushed his tongue inside of my mouth, adding pleasure as I fuck his dick.

I'm cumming.

Before I could finish myself, Levi squirmed underneath me, releasing his loads inside the condom.

I was catching my breath when I fall beside him, naked and shameless. As I thought, Levi can actually remove the tie on his hands by his own. No matter how tough he might be, he's still a kinky old man to me.

What a man.

"Hey, do you know what Cane told me earlier?" I asked him as I laid with my stomach on his bed. "He said he's favor of us of getting married."

Levi paused when he was about to stand up to clean up. He turned his head to, furrowing his brows.

"You should explain to him that we're not in that kind of relationship." He said as he threw my clothes to me. l

"Yeah. Pretty sure Arcane already knows that. He's a smart kid--"

"You can't say that just because he's mature in his age." He said and picked up our used condom on the floor. "You don't know if he's actually longing for a father figure. You think Pieck, Yelena and you are enough to raise him?"

I rolled my eyes and grabbed a bottle of wine in his nightstand and started drinking. "I'm aware."

"Maybe it's time for you to get married. Look for someone who'll accept Cane as their own child."

"No way." I chugged the whole glass and slammed it on the table. "I don't want to get married.. again. Nor even in a relationship with someone." I said and closed my eyes.

I'm already enough to raise Cane.

"Then go back to Arcane's father."

I gave him a glare but he didn't looked my way. He threw all the condom I tossed on the floor earlier and picked his laptop.

We weren't able to finish our supposedly work.

My phone suddenly rang from a call that got my attention. I looked at the caller and saw Pieck calling.

"Pieck?" I answered the phone and watched Levi put his shirt before he sat on the couch to work again.

"[Y/N!]" She sound cheerful. "[Jean's here.]".

My eyes widened as I automatically stood up. "What?" I said in surprise. Levi rolled his eyes when he saw I'm completely naked. "It's 1AM."

"[Yo, L/N!]" I heard Jean's voice over the phone. My eyes widened as I excitedly put on my clothes. "[I just arrived. I didn't know you're with Levi--]"

"Damn you! I didn't know you're coming." I said and put the phone on speaker as I put my undergarments and clothes on.

"[Surprise?]" Jean laughed on the other line. I grinned and continued putting on clothes before I ended the call and decided to go home.

Levi threw his car keys to me out of reflexes, maybe. "Thanks, I'll see you at work tomorrow." I said and hurriedly went down from his bedroom and left his house.

The last time I saw Jean was almost a year ago. It was Arcane's fourth birthday when he visited and immediately went back so I couldn't help but to get excited.

I drove home hurriedly and saw Jean's car parked on the garage, beside my own car. I entered the house and saw Jean sitting on the couch while Yelena who looks like she just came home.

"Oh? Y/N!" Jean stood up. I excitedly ran and wrapped my hands to his neck as I hugged him.

"Why you.." I lightly slapped his head, earning a groan from him. "You didn't tell me you're gonna arrive! I should've prepared something and went home earlier."

"Don't bother." Pieck went out the common bathroom. "You're probably busy grinding on Levi's di--"

"Pieck, I won't hesitate to kill you if I have a weapon right now." I joked. I stared at Jean and ruffled his hair. "It's been so long. You've changed a lot physically, huh." I surveyed him.

He sure got a little taller. He even got piercings on his left ear. I didn't know he was into that.

"And you don't look like a mother at all. "

I grimaced. "Was that supposed to be a compliment?"

"Of course, it is!"

We chatted for a minutes before I decided to go to my room. Cane was peacefully sleeping on the right side of the bed. I changed into formal clothes before going to bed.

"Mama.."

Cane groaned and slowly opened his eyes. I smiled and lifted my arms so he can use it as a pillow. He wrapped his arms on my waist and buried his face on my chest.

I unconsciously smiled as I stroked his hair and he slowly dozed off to sleep again.

One look from him and you know exactly who the father is. Not even one feature did Cane inherited from me.

His blue eyes, blonde hair, his brows, even his skin was all from that man. It's embarrassing that I carried him for months but he doesn't look like me at all.

Even his personality resembles that man.

It hunts me that back then, I wanted to get rid of him. But I never got the courage to do so. I was afraid to raise him alone. That maybe I can't do it.

But Pieck and Yelena helped me a lot. From my pregnancy to giving birth, they never left me and Cane alone. In fact, there's a lot of chance that they can leave this house since they have their own jobs now.

But they didnt planned to do it. Even Jean didn't have a choice but to let them stay. In busy days, Jean would find a way to visit us once or twice in every five months.

I was indebted to them. So much that I don't know how to pay their kindness.

I heard a soft knock from my bedroom. It was repeated for two times before the door opened and Jean entered.

I sat up and gently withdraw my hand from Cane's head so he won't woke up.

"May I have a moment?"