Wildflowers

Chapter 47

Chapter: 47

'Good morning' I say leaning in for a soft kiss.

'Good morning my love, how did you sleep?' He asks me.

'Good, but I always sleep better in your arms' I say cuddling into him.

'I know me too. I don't want to wreck the moment but I have a surprise for a surprise for you and we should take a shower' he says rolling of bed.

I sigh as I watch Patrick walk to the bathroom naked and hear the shower turn on. I roll out of the bed and I see he's already in the shower. I take off the slip and I get in behind him. He smiles as I snake my arms around him. He turns around and kisses me pushing me against the shower wall. He rubs my nipples as I reach down and rub his dick. We kiss under the water as becomes harder in my hand. He lifts me up and in one motion he is inside of me as I am pressed against the wall. I grab his shoulders as he pushes in and out.

'Fuck you feel so good' he moans as he reaches down and rubs my swollen clit.

'God, harder' I moan and he smirks and pushes so far in that I lean my head back and I scratch his back hard.

He twitches inside of me and I twitch around him.

I come fast and hard 'Ahhhhh' I moan out and instead of letting me come down he is rubbing harder and faster and pumping in and out.

I can't help but feel another high coming as he pushes deeper and deeper in my. I'm shaking and scratching his back as I come again gushing all over him. He pulls me closer and releases deep inside me with a rough groan. He sets me down and we watch our breaths and he gently kisses me. We finish washing up and we climb out of the shower and we each wrap a towel around us.

I grab my clothes from last night and walk them over to the suit case. I grab out some underwear, my white shorts and red vest from my suite case and I get dressed. Patrick does the same and pulls on a pair of jeans, a rolling stones tee shirt and some brown boots.

I take my makeup bag and set it on the counter. I dig though and I freeze. I see my birth control pills sitting there and I see that I have missed three days. Shit. I turn around and Patrick is sitting on the bed drying his hair with a towel.

I walk over to him and stand ahead of him 'Um, I need to talk you' I say and he looks up.

Patrick looks at me and then my hands and looks confused 'I umm forget to take my pill the last few days' I say staring at them in my hand.

'I was in such a rush to get here on Friday that I totally forgot. Shit' I say and he gets up.

'So what does that mean?' He asks me.

'Umm, if you don't take it everyday they don't work' I say quietly.

'So, what are you saying?' He says grabbing my arms, softly.

'Since I didn't take them and we had sex I could have gotten pregnant' I tell him still looking down and tears building up in my eyes.

I fucked it up, he's going to be so mad, I know we talk about it but now it could be real. He takes his hand and raises my chin to look at him and he's smiling.

'Why are you crying?' He asks me pulling me into a hug 'Because I messed up and i'm terrified you're mad at me and I just fucked this whole thing up' I say crying in his arms.

'Baby, oh Jo you didn't fuck this up. I'm a little surprised but I'm certainly not mad. If you are pregnant then I will be so happy but if you aren't then its just not the right time, okay? I told you I would love to have a family with you and if its sooner rather than later than that's okay' he says giving a kiss on the head.