Sides, a Chanlix Story

Chapter 32

Felix strode purposefully into the bathroom acting like nothing was wrong. He could tell that Chan was absolutely mortified at what he had just done and he didn't want him to feel worse. However as soon as he shut the door behind him, his facade fell. He muffled a screech with his hands and sat down on the floor.

"What. The. Heck. Is. Happening? I thought he was straight? There is absolutely no way that that "good boy" could come out of his stupidly hot mouth so easily if he was straight. And why was it so attractive? I'm supposed to be the affirming one. Why did that make me so flustered?"

He sighed and stood up, staring himself down in the mirror. He turned his face from side to side, scrutinizing every part of it.

"I mean, yeah, I'm hot, but am I hot enough to turn a straight guy gay?" He groaned, rubbing his hands over his face. "Whatever, I can't think about this right now. I'll go crazy."

He turned the shower on. He had just pulled his shirt off, when a knock sounded at the door.

"Felix?" Came Chan's muffled voice from the other side.

"Yeah?"

"I need my toothbrush."

"Okay... Which one is yours?"
"The red one."

"Mkay." Felix picked the red toothbrush out of the holder and opened the door a crack, sliding his arm out of it and waving the toothbrush around. He heard a soft chuckle and then a warm hand pulled the toothbrush out of his grasp.

"Thanks." Chan said.

"Welcome." Felix responded. As Chan's footsteps receded from the bathroom he heard one more thing.

"He's got freckles on his shoulders too. Cute."

Felix's eyes widened and he stifled a scream.

"What in the world? No. No. Nonononono... This is not happening. I'm dreaming aren't I. Did I fall back asleep? Why is he doing this to me..." Felix whined. "I'm so confused... I already went through a crisis regarding sexuality when I first figured out I was bi, why am I going through another one with this foine man. Am I fully gay or just gay for him? Because I haven't found any girls attractive since we met... Agh! I hate my life..." Felix sighed heavily and finished stripping before getting in the shower.

As the warm water ran down his back, he thought back to what had happened earlier that same morning. His cheeks flushed as he thought of the warmth radiating off of the older boy's body and how he could feel his muscular arm trapping him in.

"If only I had opened my eyes..." He sighed. "Wait, why would I say that? The heck is wrong with you, Felix?" He tried to shoo the thoughts out of his mind, but uninvited the piece de resistance flooded his mind.

"Good boy."

The older's deep voice rang through his ears. He shivered slightly. Then he jolted as if awakening from a dream.

"Not today Satan." He growled, and turned the water all the way to cold.

When he finished in the shower he was shivering, but he grinned at himself in the mirror.

"I thwarted your plans, evil, thirsty version of me. And what are you going to do about it?" He hummed contentedly along to one of his favorite songs as he finished getting ready. Then he exited the bathroom, a spring in his step. When he walked back into Chan's room he collided with a hard, but warm wall. He heard a chuckle and looked up slightly to see Chan's face peering down at him.

"S-sorry! I wasn't looking where I was going!" Felix waved his hands around in a flustered panic.

"S'okay, I'm pretty sure you wouldn't do that on purpose." Chan laughed. Felix's ears heated up and he looked back down.