Abditory [H.S]

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I love and hate this chapter bye

(p.s, this isn't the best photo ever but i just wanted to show whats basically happening throughout both chaps)

PLEASE play the song when needed, u'll regret it if you dont. It added so much vibe i almost cried😫

Also: TW: anxiety attack.

Luella Jones

Waking up this morning was my least favourite thing to do.

I woke up at 10am, finding Cameron playing on his electronics like usual, however Aria was still in bed. It got me worried. She's been asleep for too long, but her temperature was back to normal so that got me much more relieved.

I debated calling Harry and just telling him that I can't go with him, but when she woke up all happy and excited to have candy for breakfast, I changed my mind.

She ate three hard strawberry candies and chocolate, which made me regret agreeing in the first place because that's not healthy at all.

I spent my afternoon trying to search for some fitting shoes for my dress. I thought about wearing my black converse, but then I just stole my mum's silver heels. Normally, Fiona would be the one giving me one of her heels because I own none, but since we're off terms now I decided to go in search in my mum's closet. Plus, my dress has a large slit to my upper right thigh so wearing converse would bring a lot of attention.

It's 5pm now, Harry picks me up in an hour and honestly, I couldn't be less happy.

That encounter with him yesterday night had be tossing and turning in my bed for hours, I'm still confused about him.

I fed the kids the leftover pasta because I was not in the mood for cooking at all. Aria is having a nap while Cameron plays with his football outside, waiting for Liv to show up.

Meanwhile I'm out here staring at my reflection in the mirror in my bathroom, waiting for my hair straightener to be ready.

I don't think I'm wearing makeup because A. I don't know how to put anything on except for mascara and B. I play with my face a lot so I'll probably end up looking like a crying clown by the end of the night.

Do you do your hair first or your makeup? I have no idea.

Fiona would usually do my makeup while I do my own hair, so this is confusing me a lot.

I sigh and just grab the hair straightener, starting to straighten my semi-dry hair.

I took a shower earlier, not because I wanted to but because I shaved. Like, fully on did so, not just half my leg like I always do. I did a whole body shave, and I had to sit on my bed in my towel for another 10 minutes because I couldn't feel my arms.