💛Heart of gold💛

Not angst chapter

They grow up together and support each other.

None angst chap end here😊.

~A forbidden kind of love~

Tobio Kageyama, a person with a vial attitude and mood, impatient, short and hot tempered, bossy and so kind of person.

Many person never seems to understand nor stay with him he himself knows that... Except one.

His dear cousin from mother side, he always patiently understand him, stay and guide him, always stood up for him, always cheer for him, having faith on him never underestimate nor given up on him... He was always been by his side never leave never attempt nor think of it at all.

Out of everyone he was the one that really believed and be there for him.

You can just say that if ever he were to get at the top standing tall and high he would say it's all because of him.
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That being said... Because of that he fall hopelessly for him, he knows it wasn't gonna be accepted in the eyes of many, he knows it is wrong and is a sin but he did he already did and he can't turn back nor he would if he can.

He accepted it but hid it, no one knows it and it'll probably stay that way.

Like him being there for him he is that time him as well, he watch how he enter the relationship for the first time how he lighten up in everything and everyone he liked... How he crash down after his first relationship broke down, how his second and after came crashing down he watch it all he watch how he get back on his feet and stand high once again how he fixed himself and smile as bright like nothing could ever break him he watch it all he was there...

Least to say he wouldn't hid that he was envy on each person he had been with, how they had receive what he wants... He was envy and jealous of it yet hid it.

He did broke down a few times and guess what he was the one that comforted him and bring him back on his feet, he mask the person with the pronoun of "she"...

A few times did he thought of just telling what he feels, a few times of attempting, a few times of ending it all and finding another person instead but he couldn't at all, behind his prideful facade was a coward in fear of confession and rejection.

The oh so mighty King of court, crows and night.... He was nothing with title on it he felt that way yet he made him feel as if he deserve the entire world.

Caressing and loving him with no filter that's why he love him, selflessly give his love to anyone that needs it...

It hurts yet he wanna stay near him

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I am nothing but a prideful King, your King and will always be yours even if you are not mine.

F you all, it start with angst it'll be a long ass one suffer with my imagination 🤗.