💛Heart of gold💛

#19

❃.✮:▹ I let you go not because I don't love you no more...its more like I don't feel like you love me any more.　◃:✮.❃

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Shoyo Hinata

A boy with a bright smile and is admiring to look at with his kind soul and golden heart.

A person that wouldn't hesitate to sacrifice himself for anyone, a person who would step down to dirt just to help you out, person who would be there till you can stand and rise by your own... A person with selfless persona.

A because of that some people often take it for granted, pushing him often to limit they doesn't know he has, brushing him off not knowing that each sweep is a slice to his heart a scar to his fragile kind soul.

Maybe it's because I'm not deserving enough to love and be loved by someone

Roaming around with his constant thoughts

It's all in the start in the end it'll all fall apart.

As he took in the views he's having around.

I wonder where and when will I find my own missing piece.

As he took a flower to his hand twirling it between his finger

Have I been too much or was I not enough?

As he held the flower high basking under the light from the sun, then giving it a gentle peck

Do anyone... Will be able to give me unconditional love?

Taking a deep breath when the wind came rushing to him feeling the cool yet warm air to his skin the flower from his hand gets free to who knows where the wind will take it.

Sometimes he wishes things would go smoothly and peaceful as he wishes it to be... But no matter how he wish it to go that way, it'll never be not until he found what he's missing or maybe be content being by himself.
(Maybe if the author chooses it to be)

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As he think and walk there what he didn't know is that someone... People watching him as he do so with this expression only few will see and understand.

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As he thinks things that he thought won't be his or deserve, many have their eyes on him that can make his heart once again flutter open...

As he mindlessly think of things that "cannot" be his, many want to be his, want to give things that he hope he can get someday...

As they watch him with mesmerization and awe in their eyes, they want and need to be held by him oh do many wanna be with him, to replace the once being held flower in his hands with their own being to be touch, to be kissed, to be loved by him. They'll do anything, give anything everything for him to be satisfied and make him theirs...

.. To fulfill what they once promised, to make him once again theirs, to make things right, makes him smile whole heartedly to them once again... To make their mistakes... Be forgiven not only by him but also by themselves and gods out there only when he is happy and satisfied would they finally knows that... That they are forgiven, now they have to make things right and do so.

Will this souls be one... Or will they be torn apart to pieces even more.