In Love With A Criminal

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Ginger pov
" why can't y'all stop? Is being your wife not enough?" I ask Spooky before getting out the car. Blue was already standing outside the car. " I'm sorry" they exclaimed together. They pulled up on us girls when we were at the beach at night. We just wanted to clear our heads, and figure this all out. I love my husband I really do, do I know what I'm in for, yes he will cheat, doesn't mean it hurts any less when he does.

" can we get in the car and talk about this?" My husband was just as charming as the others, it's not wonder that he's in the top three who gets the most girls in the group. " B please" Eric was pleading with his wife. " if I come home, you can't touch me, you can't come more than ten feet from me" I say knowing me and Blue were both dicmatized she nodded to what I was saying. " Deal, baby just please come home" Spooky says and I get into the car. I didn't speak the whole way. We graduated yesterday and I knew with us about to go to college our men were only going to creep more.

Getting home I tossed my heels on the bedroom floor. I mean why not, these other bitches get to do it. " did you change my sheets?" I asked him. Me and Blue both haven't been home in two weeks who knows how many girls were in this bed, only reason they found us today was because graduation parties and our friends we were at the beach with tagged us in the Instagram post. They're tech people did the rest. " yes" he said softly and i eyed him suspiciously. " you wanted to talk so talk, I'll listen" I say sitting on the edge of the bed which was made up.

Blue POV
I avoided Eric by immediately hopping in one of the guest showers and he took that by giving me my space. I was peacefully lotioning up after getting dressed. " yo" I hear him say softly. I look up to see him coming towards me looking all fine with his chest glistening to due to the oil and he smelled all good and he was looking all good. I needed to focus because I had said what I said when I left two weeks ago. " hold up, hold up, unh-uhh nigga, Don't even come over here with your chest all out glistening and shit like we good!" I say and his face fell. "We not good!" I jog his memory a bit. " oh so you mad for real huh?" He asked standing there like he couldn't believe it. Hell when I said it I didn't believe it either but I was just so mad the next morning when he used sex to deteer me from the situation.

" I already said what the fuck I had to say to you Eric!" I say turning slightly away from him as I put more lotion on my legs. " you didn't say much of anything just ' fuck you, kiss my ass ' you didn't say shit!" He exclaimed waving his arms. I cock my head to the side. " that was e-fucking-nough! You got me fucked up Eric!" Me using his first name constantly instead of Mateo like everyone's used to should show him the severity of the situation.

" look I don't contact those girls no more, and I've been cleared of all that coo shit it's not real, I don't want them either B!" He says and I shrug. " we'll good, for fucking you okay!" I say and he steps in front of me. " aye why you acting like this, you said you live for me, what up?" The look in his eyes, I was getting weak for him, I always do. " I know you miss me" he adds softly, he knew he had me, but me and my girls had to be strong. " so what if I do, ain't shit up nigga! You followed me into this guest room when you need to find yourself out of my face! CARRY ON!" I say moving to the side of the bed I usually sleep on before moving to the middle of the bed to try and show him I was serious. He scoffed before leaving the room.

As much as I wanted to lay on my husbands arms, he needed to know that what they did to us was just as fucked up as they've been treating us. I sigh sitting up. I cannot sleep like this, how could they be so okay with how they've been in their marriages. I close my eyes letting out a deep sigh. I open the door to hear Eric going off on the phone. " I want her ass out, I can't keep fucking shit up with wifey dawg she gotta go" I heard his muffled yells as I slipped downstairs. It wasn't enough you don't get to do what they did and think you firing the girl you were sleeping with is gonna be enough.

I was so angry inside. Why would you spit all that shit about loving me and then turn around and carry out not one but all these men had two affairs each. I grabbed my car keys and looked at them. I no longer heard an upset Eric on the phone. " I don't got time for games man, I got a lot on the line right now, NIGGA MY WIFE IS TRYING TO LEAVE ME IM NOT FUCKING AROUND WITH YOU TONIGHT" I shake my head it was really hard to be mad when everything my husband did turned me on. Loyalty runs deep in my veins and as long as we were married I never have and never will step out on my husband or do anything to betray him.

Ginger POV
" I'm sick of this shit G" Blue was crying on FaceTime. " I know B? I'm sick of this shit too, WHEN WILL WE EVER BE E-FUCKING-NOUGH" I yelled at the door as Spooky who I kicked out minutes earlier was in the house somewhere. " girl I'll call you back I gotta go, I'm feeling too much of one emotion " B says sighing heavily and the call ended. " YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS RELLY FUCKED UP WHAT YALL DO TO US" I yelled the anger sweeping through my whole body. " why! Why!" I banged my head against the wall. " baby stop? I don't want you to hurt yourself" Spooky bust into the room when he heard the banging.

" I know y'all are angry, trust me we get it" I cut him off by struggling to. " you damn right I'm angry! YOU DID THIS TO ME" I cried as the tears fell. I unfolded in his arms. " if I'm fucking hurt right now it's cause you did this shit. YOU NEED TO LEAVE, GET OFF OF ME GET OUTTTT" I yelled struggling against him and I banged my head against the wall before he picked me up and placed me up the middle of the bed. " GET THE FUCK OUUUTTR" I yelled holding myself as the tears streamed down my face as I threw pillows and whatever was close the me at him as he left. I yelled out loud as I went on to have a mental breakdown.

Blue POV
" if I'm secure it's because you did this to me" I beat on Eric's chest. " you did this shut to me and all you have to fucking say is sorry" the tears came and all he did was hold me. " you ain't fucking shit Eric, look at me, look what you did to me, you fucked me up" I beat on him some more as he begged me to stop, yet my mental breakdown had already began. Next thing I know I had kicked Eric out, where he went I couldn't care less and I was crying in a room I don't normally sleep in. Why would they do this when they constantly see the pain and suffering it inflicts on us. " why aren't I enough" I croak to no one in particular. I can only imagine the pain Charity and Mona were going through. I just want my husband to love me the way that I love him.