In Love With A Criminal

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Bailey POV
I think out the five of us Ginger and Blue took their break ups the hardest. They are not the same at all but they keep up appearances for class and DST events and charities. We were currently at the Kappa house as Danny was fixing B's broken screen, he was actively replacing it, he literally said to her ' I can fix that' and she let him, he's been saying this a lot to her over the past week I thought it was kinda cute.

" good as new" he says doing the screen test and touching it and calling himself off of it before hanging up and giving the phone back to her. " thanks Danny" she mumbled, again no eye contact. It was as if Spooky and Eric literally broke every fiber in their being, Blue and Ginger were gone and left in their spots were broken souls. " stay and kick it with us" Rozi holds me hand and I shrug. " I don't know look at my girls" I say pointing to Blue and Ginger who were already picking up their bags and Ginger pauses and looks at Blue who was hugging Danny. " I know" he rubs her back.

" I got snacks and a good movie" he offers and she nods And I smile as Mal also got Ginger to stay. " you want cuddles too?" Danny was asking Blue who nodded as she leaned her head on his chest. " I got cuddles for you too" he says kissing her forehead. We all sent divorce papers but never heard back from our husband granted since they bought us they don't have to divorce us, I hope they do, I know if I can't do it anymore I know for a fact Blue and Ginger are tired.

" oh hello ladies" Big Brother K-Ray Vision came in the house with Eric and Dre. We smacked our lips and Mona and Blue were silent. I think I even seen Smooth Kriminal push Mona behind him a little bit. " Blue can I talk to you for a bit?" Blue shook her head no and I could see how uncomfortable she was getting. " honestly anything you can say to them in private talks can do in public, yall did everything else in public" I speak up and the guys sigh.

" Blue" he calls her name and she shakes her head. " what, please just sign the papers and leave me alone" her voice cracked and she was about to cry. " please don't cry" Eric and Danny said at the same time. " of course I'm crying I'm HURT" Danny held Blue's held. " you BROKE ME ERIC, I'm hurt, I don't know who I am anymore I did so much for you just for you to want to go and creep with some other girl! I've did everything to be the perfect wife, well anyone can have you I don't want that pain you keep giving me, I can't keep letting you treat me like I'm not your wife so I don't want to be your wife anymore, sign the papers and if it's not about our club I don't want to hear from you, yall big brothers, this is who's teaching you to be a kappa, good luck" Blue wiped her tears and walked away.

" B no please" Danny chased after her and I sigh. " I want to go lay down my energy has been shifted" Ginger tells Mal and he sighs. All the boys sigh knowing that their big brothers negative actions have impacted their relationship with us. To be honest it kind of was but we needed to get back to wanting to love ourselves before we love another man.

Blue POV
" no I'm so serious Eric I love you so much but I will not be treated like this, what did I tell you? I said all it takes is one more girl and I'm gone, so I'm gone, if it's not about finalizing our divorce or the club please leave me alone, Danny can you please take me to my dorm room?" I asked Danny " Blue I love you please" Eric said and I turn around and scoffed at him. " like love was supposed to make me stand by, and watch you tell me those lies, why would you do me that way?" I pushed his shoulder fighting back tears.

" you gave that loving to her when you was in the clubbed all hugged up on her carrying out yet ANOTHER AFFAIR WITH THE SAME FEMALE ANS YOY LET HER DISRESPECT ME CALLING ME A BITCH" I try to calm myself down. " it didn't mean a thing" he says and I shake my head like that's as supposed to make me feel better and it didn't, if he could do it with someone he didn't care about I wonder how he's treat me if it was someone he'd fallen in love with " what if I told you that I was out loving another man?" I ask cocking my head to the side. " and what if I told you that it didn't mean a thing?" His silence gave me my answer that he'd be butthurt if it was me and I slept with Danny or Derrick. " I haven't even slept with Danny or Derrick out the respect of our marriage, but that marriage is not more, you have a blessed life Eric" I say and I began to leave as Danny follows behind me.

Danny immediately went into protective mode and I thank god Derrick was out for an emergency with his Dad and it was just Danny. Great I was letting men see me cry and being weak. " it's okay B let it out" he rubbed my back as I lay face down on my bed distraught. " he didn't see the Queen he had before him" his words meant he cared but I didn't feel worthy of them. I hit my fist on the bed and broke the frame which only made me cry harder. " I can fix that" he says and I curled up into a ball and began to lose myself to an anxiety attack and it made me feel even worse and even embarrassed that Danny was here to witness it but he was coaxing me through it and trying to calm me down but there was so much wrong with me. I needed to find myself but I feel as if I was too far gone.