In Love With A Criminal

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Danny POV
I watched as she pulled out her phone and she began typing. She was typing for a long time before my phone chimes and I saw she made a groupchat for the three of us. I read the text and it went into detail about how badly she wants to be with her husband tonight, now it's my job tonight to keep Blue safe. I looked up at her after reading the text again and saw that she genuinely looked sad, understandable we came in as add ons to their relationship so obviously she's gonna feen for her husband she literally sees us everyday.

Derrick responded saying how he understood and we both let her know we were here for her. I look up for her again and she was sitting with her girls. I see Derrick looking for her too and I notice him nod to himself when he saw her. I look at my phone and see that Blue says she's gonna call her husband. All we could do now was be supportive, I knew when he told me to keep her safe that meant he wanted her tomorrow because he wasn't making it tonight.

Blue POV
Danny said he was completely behind me spending the night at home. I just wanted some times with him, wanted to go to sleep and wake up to Eric climbing into the bed and holding me, pulling me closer to him. I text him and he said tonight wouldn't be possible and I would get him all day Saturday and we would do whatever I wanted. I sigh defeated. I just wanted to spend time with him. All I've been asking for is time with him. Part of me wants to sneak home and be there when he gets back but another part wants to do what he says because he knows what's best for me.

I stand up and go to Bailey. " what do you do when you can't see Oliver for a long time and you barely see him?" I ask and she shrugs. " I wait it out, last time I went to see him after he told me not to I saw something I had no business seeing, I know it's hard but wait it out love" she says touching my shoulder and I nodded. " the waiting game is forever gonna be the hardest when it comes to our husbands, you said it yourself with Rio, when they try to hurry up and finish work to be with us it only keeps them away from home more, on the long run yall finna go on a baecation, I can feel it winter break we all will be getting the husband loving we all desperately need" Ginger stated facts and I nodded an sighed.

" I know our backups do what they can and they fell in love with us in the process but they're not our husbands" Ginger said exactly what I was thinking. Even through all the pain as the fact that he still works with the women he had an affair with it pains me but I love him so much. When I lift my head and turn it 25 degrees to the right and I saw an SGRho very friendly with Danny. He was smiling and cheesing in her face right on back. My eye twitched when he tossed his head back and laughed at her joke. Well luckily I got jokes too and I'm a whole comedian.

Just as I was about to activate my petty side I couldn't do it. Instead I found myself getting emotional. I didn't know how to stop it so I exit the frat house and went outside for fresh air. " what's wrong?" charity saw me as she was already outside by herself. " nothing" I didn't like burdening people with my problems. " B don't do that look who you're talking to, the most fucked up one in the group" she says and I sigh. We walk a ways away from the house for privacy I know my sudden disappearance would make Danny and Derrick question or they'd assume I went to the bathroom. " every man that I ever loved has cheated on me" I start and she widened her eyes as she realized it was true.

" I wanted a small win with Danny and Derrick and every soror and their mother can't get enough of them I want to break the cycle" I wiped the stray tears the betrayed me. " I think you should put your faith in them, you saw them being address but all the sorors they curved for you, and did you just basically Admite out loud that you love your backups?" Charity asked after telling me they curved females all night for me.

I giggle realizing that I did. " yeah I guess I did" she pulls me into a hug. " it's been hard on all of us but the hardest part is over, we're neos now, no longer pledges. We can go home on the weekends and surprise them now" I smiled hugging her back. " I do think you should tell them how you feel so they know how to approach the situation, you don't want them thinking you're just being moody when in reality you and your girls know you just been through a lot of shit and are moving accordingly, what did Eric say anyways can you go home tonight?" She asked and I shake my head no.

" said he'd rather I not" I pout and she pulled me back into another hug. Lord knows that I need them. Pulling apart I took a few deep breaths. We sat on a bench and I decided now was the best time as any. " was Rio the first time you cheated on Eric?" I asked and she nodded. I mean I get it, they could charm the panties off a worm especially Eric and Dre. " I really am sorry Blue about that whole situation" I shrugged.

" I strongly believe I checked out shortly after the whole Dylan thing, I think the only reason it hurt so much was because your my best friend, and I never expected anything like that out of you" she nods and squeezes my hand. " but I did get Eric out of it, sometimes I wonder if he did it out of pity at times like now when I barely see him but then I remember the look in his eyes when he watched me jump into the pool for him and the look in his eyes when he kissed me after pulling me up. I love that man, and I love Danny and Derrick, I just want to do things right and I get so scared that I'm gonna fuck up and lose them all" I confide in. " I had the same feeling with Rio after me kissing Eric, which was so stupid I was jealous of you Blue, and then you all forgave me and gave me a second chance and I still feel it to this day that you all are gonna leave me including Rio" she confides back and I shake my head no. " I'm not going anywhere, my weakness is my loyalty is very deep" I admit. " you got my for life, don't mean we shouldn't be checking each other and holding each other accountable when we start getting wild and exotic I assure her that I was in this thang for the long run with her. " I love you Blue" she leans her head on my shoulder. " I love you too Charity" I kissed her cheek and we both smiles I feel like r both needed this talk as we were both clearly harboring some tension deep within ourselves.

Danny POV
Pearly Whites who's name is Jilly and she's had her eye out for me our entire pledging process. She's and AKA and yes she's very attractive but she's not a red and more importantly she's not my red. " don't tell me the deltas got your heart too love" Jilly says as I was looking in that direction for Blue maybe she was with her sisters and she wasn't. " they're gonna break your heart in two" she says and I decided to indulge in her little game. " and you won't?" I ask and I give her that same smile I give Blue to cheer her up and I wink before walking away. I didn't see blue and I felt someone grab my hand. Quickly looking it was Blue. " are you ready to leave?" I asked her and she nods. " want to say bye to Derrick" she smiles. " I already did, he pointed you out to me" she says with a smile and I kiss her forehead before saying goodbye to my bros and me and Blue exit the party together.