In Love With A Criminal

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Blue POV
I sniffled hard as I wiped my tears. It was getting harder and harder to hide that I'm not happy with myself. I just left a meeting after we finished doing community service for little boys and girls at the boys and girls club an hour away. I had just showered and we had a party our big sisters wanted us to make an appearance at. I needed to talk to my husband but with him being so busy and me pledging it's just so hard.

I don't want to worry my girls or my big sisters, definitely don't need my LB's popping off so I had to suck it up. As I looked in the mirror it looks as I had been crying. I sigh heavily this was a sacrifice I didn't know I was going to have to make. But I am so close. Two weeks left until we cross. That's one week left until crossing week. I'd be dumb as fuck to throw it all away. I needed to get ready Danny wanted me to be his escort to the party. I sigh it's been barely a year I turn 19 in four days. So much had already happened to me, I got married, divorced and then married again, I got into my dream college and fighting for my life to get into my dream sorority. This doesn't stop my from standing in front of the mirror thinking I'm not good enough. I'm so going through the motions and don't want to let anyone know that I'm cracking badly under all this pressure.

Danny POV
I stared shocked. " wait do you stepped out not once but twice and carried out the affairs on Kueen Bee?" I was trynna follow along to all this information . " you focusing on the wrong part I'm giving you the green light but remember what I said" Big Brother Dean Almighty caught me like an hour ago and he said people been talking about how I was going after Kueen Bee the Ace DST and he revealed about how they were married but she was unhappy because he fucked up. He then went saying he thought it was best if she could have someone here at the school since he's so busy and since I've gotten closest to her out of all the pledges and big brothers vying for her attention he thought it'd be best if it were me.

" I hear you, I truly do so you want me to keep pursuing Blue?" I asked to make sure what all this added up to. " don't catch too many feelings and don't hurt her feelings, is the only warning I'm going to issue you, the next is bullets going through your chest" he said tapping the barrel of his gun on my chest before I tucking it and walking away. What just happened I blink in disbelief so do I go to this party with her and keep him off my back or do I stand Blue up because I'm scared right now and get bullets in my chest. Looking at the time I had to be there in 20 minutes.

Blue POV
I got a text saying to open the door from my husband. Opening the door there he was looking fine as ever. I smiled as I got a kiss when he closed the door. " so Danny and Derrick he says and my smile dropped and I sit on my bed. " they know I'm spoken for" I say and he shook his head sand I prepared myself to get in trouble. " Danny knows your married to me, he knows everything, I told him, look B I know your not happy with me right now and I know I haven't been showing it but I'm trying B I really am and now that your in campus and you see me every once in a blue moon I know that you'll need something and I've been keeping my ear to the ground and I know you and Micah been pretty close, how close I don't want to know but if your gonna do anything B I just ask that's it's only with him" I take in what he said and look at my phone. So he had t gotten to Derrick yet so I need to warn him.

" what exactly did you say to him?" I ask just knowing my husband the threat of bullets were involved. " don't worry about that just know it's handled B, I'd do anything for you come here" he pulls me on his lap holding me close. " I know that your trying it's just hard, don't you think that maybe I ever wanted to stray, that I've ever thought about being with other men but I love you" I shed a few tears that he wiped away. " and I'm not leaving you, but Eric" I say shaking my head and he nods. " I know baby I promise I'm trying to stay on top of it" he gives me multiple kisses to soothe me. " you're gonna hate me B but I gotta go" he says and I sigh heavily.

I get a few more kisses before he left the house. I went to fix my makeup and not feel like shit at the same time. I really appreciate the gesture and there nothing wrong with Danny he's so sweet and everything. The thing is my loyalty is so deep to my husband no matter how bad things get I just want to be good enough for him. Knocking at my door interrupted my thoughts as I was redoing my eyes. I sigh putting the brush down and went to answer the door.

It was Danny. I move to the side letting him in. " I know you know" I say softly closing the door behind him. " and you're okay with this?" He ask and I just looked at him. " he wouldn't have said it if I wasn't, it's like he can feel everything and he knows my next move before I make it" I reveal on how I wasn't gonna fight either one of them on it, my husband has yet to prove me wrong about making moves like this. In the end switching husbands had kinda saved our marriage, I went into the husband swap actively wanting a divorce and it made me realize I love my husband more than anything in this life. I would do anything for him. I go and finish my makeup in the bathroom. I might as well be the baddest in the party and make the Kappas look good, my Alpha LB's gone have my head but none of them asked and Danny saw and opportunity and he took it with a whole lot of help from my husband actually.