In Love With A Criminal

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Blue POV
I felt his gaze before I even saw him. I had never been the type to try and grab the spotlight, getting this much attention was new, but strangely welcomed. I was making lunch, as I fantasized about last night. His touch somehow warmly lingered on my body. His lips explored every part of my body his hands helped guide me to an undiscovered pleasure. My orgams crashed over me like an untamed wave of an undiscovered ocean. " babe" I snap back to reality and turn to my left to see Mateo reaching for his sandwich that I had been staring at. " Oh sorry, I zoned out, here you go" he pecks my lips and thanks me for the food before going out to the balcony with Andre. I return to the living room with Mona.

" you're face is red what did he say to you to get you all flustered like this" I bit my lips if only she was here to hear us last night. I'm sure we made the bible blush with the way he was loving on me. " Mateo is such a man girl, we made love so good last night, I ad a flashback in the kitchen I might have drooled on his sandwich" we both giggled and she sighs. " girl you and Ginger are the goals of the group, we all want what you guys have. I mean the way they look at you, understand you, Oscar even changed his ways for Ginger and Blue you got the fairy tale we always wanted, it's nice to see you finally happy and finding yourself and you got a hell of man to do it with" Mona says and I nod.

I thank my parents and Mateo for giving me a second chance, and that is all I was asking for. " I sometimes get the sense that he revels in his past with Charity sometimes, I want him to be happy and not hold him back if some part of him still wants Charity" I reveal and Mona chokes on her water. " do they still talk ?" I shrugged drinking my water. " i wanna ask Teo but I don't know " her eyes widened signaling he had heard.

" B you can ask me anything, I know the move, the games and you know our patterns, so you also know I'm not hiding anything or doing anything that I shouldn't be" Mateo read the fuck out of me shutting down all insecurities that he was going to leave me for Charity. " this where you say yes daddy" Mona says and I look at Mateo, a magnetic force of a man. " yes daddy " I say and he bends down and kisses me. " Bitch you're so fucking lucky" Mona whispers when he walks away. I needed a ganstah to love me better than all the other do. After sitting and talking Mona went home and I was sitting at my desk inside me and Mateo's room.

i was doing my own thing on my laptop and eating some carrots and ranch. it wasn't until I just got done texting Ginger her and Oscar were coming over later tonight. I look up to see Mateo admiring me, the look in his eyes so pure. " how long have been standing there?" I never took my eyes off him through the mirror. " Long enough to know how lucky I am to have a wife of your caliber, a queen you are " he begin walking closer but I watched in the mirror knowing that if i looked him in the eyes I was weak.

" Come with me, if you wish" he adds the next part softly as he put his shoes on. Intrigued because I would follow him anywhere. I get in the car and the smile i had on my face of not knowing what was happening. We came to this warehouse and I see that Spooky and Ginger were already here. Mateo takes me up on this catwalk and the view was nice, the pool below us I knew it was deep. We started talking about my feelings and he wanted me to understand that though he loved me he was dangerous. " I want to be for you, I'd do anything for you" I say touching his chest.

He pulls away slowly and stares intensely before turning me so I was facing to pool and staring down into the plunge below. " are you gonna kill me Teo?" I asked him not intimidated but trying to be being braceful. " No, but I don't want to hurt you badly" he's always expressed that he didn't want to hurt me with the lifestyle he lived and I promise over and over I wouldn't hurt him. " the question is " he begins and i turn to face him. " Would you die for me?" I knew without a doubt i would. " yes " i go to touch his chest but he goes to face the pool. " See Babe, that's too easy" he turns back to me using gestures he says " would you live for me?" I immediately go back to what Ginger warned me about Mateo and Spooky. ' dying is easy Blue living would be harder'. " yes " I say and the look in his eyes when he hears my answer almost scared me.

" Careful, do not say this oath so thoughtlessly without truly understanding what it means to live for someone, desire becomes surrender, surrender is power, I am a very powerful man" the power he held in his eyes and the attention he demanded with his words. " you really want me, my life, you want this?" I tilted my head higher to show I wasn't scared as he cupped my chin with his fingers . " I do " he drops my chin and leans back. " please" my voice barely above a whisper. " Ah Blue, you're so young " he didn't believe my words, but I knew he'd do anything for me and I need to somehow bring that side of me. I look at the pool below as he watched me. I can't swim, but I was already drowning with my love for him. I turn to face him while standing in front of an opening that lead to the pool. " Blue " he says when I looked down. " I do " was all i said before I opened my arms and leaned back knowing that I will have my answer when I land.

Mateo POV
I watched as she fell into the pool. I took a pause before i walked away shaking my head. Taking off my jacket i turn back and jump in after Blue. I must really love this girl. Pulling her up I realize that Blue don't know how to swim. I give her a kiss because this girl was something else before i swim us over to the ladder. Putting her on the pavement I realize she really would live for me and I would live for her as well. She gasped for air after I started the CPR process. " B " I say and she smiled as we were soaking wet " You would live for me " she realizes out loud. She is right.