In Love With A Criminal

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Charity POV
I'm not going to lie and say it's been easy because it hasn't. The guys are stubborn and thought they could win us back and every time Blue talks to Eric about it she ends up having an anxiety attack and the last time Danny was at least there to help her through it but right now we were just us girls. " why y'all want to stress us? Y'all don't even want us, if that were the case you would not have done it" I say as I saw Blue and Ginger just both zoned out staring at the wall. I also noticed that neither of them have been eating recently but imma check on that for sure later.

" we fucked up" Eric says and I scoff. " great observation Eric we all know that" Spooky speaks up and Bailey starts shaking her head. " I'm sorry Blue, I really am sorry, I have no excuse honestly but I do deeply regret it and I am so so sorry" Eric apologizes. I find it kinda ironic when was trying to salvage what he himself destroyed. Blue who was zoned out and in her little protective bubble probably didn't hear it. " if you do this sick shit to women you claim you love is truly hate to think about what you'd do to someone you hate" Blue says standing up and she shakes her head.

" I am disgusted with myself for allowing it to even happen the first time but when I caught y'all the second time and then a third I snapped, all I ever wanted was to spend time with you Eric, all I ever asked was some fucking time" she was soft spoken, she wasn't yelling and she wasn't snapping she was speaking facts. " you know who gives me time and I don't even have to ask for it?" Blue stood up grabbing her phone. " don't say it" Eric begs her and she nods. " but it pains you to just hear their names, so imagine how I feel seeing you do it to me three times, I'm wasting my breath you don't give a fuck" Blue says taking the diamond earrings off and tossing them on the floor.

" I do give a fuck I'm sorry Blue you got to believe me" Eric looked pained. " I do believe you're sorry, not because you did it though, but because you got caught, when did you stop loving me?" Those words pained em and I wasn't even the one she was saying them to. " I don't hate you" Eric protested as the door opened we were in the Kappa house because they dragged us here. " I know you lying" I heard Siddo say and I look and it was the pledges. Well our pledges I guess they were looking for us when we didn't show up to breakfast. " I love you" Eric says and Blue shakes her head. " show me" she gasped and I saw the tears he didn't see he was being Rio 2.0 and killing her right now " I hear your words, I do" Blur continued. " but I don't see it" Blue pulled her hand out of Eric's grasp. " I don't feel it" she took a step back into Derrick and Danny who stood behind her. " I don't trust it" the last blow had to hurt him deeply because he winced at her statement. Everyone did. " I feel I speak for all my sisters here when I say if it ain't about the club, leave us alone, if you love her you'd stop hurting her look at Blue's face, you are killing her, she gave you three chances and you fuck up with the same girl each time I wouldn't trust your love either, you're tearing her apart every time you speak of this so called love because she hasn't felt it in a long time, and you starting to piss your neos off because y'all fucking shit up for them too" I say and the girls agreed while Blue and Ginger were walking out the house and the boys were walking upstairs. The guys look defeated and I need to ask Blue if she's been eating.

Blue POV
I hate that I let another man break my heart, it got to the point where I'm so unsatisfied with myself. What's wrong with me that I keep getting cheated on. I sigh as I walked up to a random vending machine on campus to buy a water. " Queen" I knew it was Derrick I didn't need to turn around. " can you guys just take it easy on me, I'm damaged goods" I say and he shakes his head stepping to the side of me. " of course I'll take it easy on you and you're not damaged good, you're a rare product that was not handled properly mamas" he says wiping a loose tear. " I do have to go help my dad with my mom in the hospital today so I won't be here but you have Danny and you have my number" he says and I nod as he kissed my forehead and he walked to a car before driving off.

I sigh not really wanting to go to my room and I don't have a home outside of campus anymore because Eric took everything we had and destroyed it. Sighing I decided to just sit on a random part of campus which happens to be Kappa territory, just my luck. I was about to love when Danny sat next to me as I was shedding tears at how broke I had become. " Queen" he says and then he saw I was crying. " I just wanted to be loved" I say softly looking down. He lifts my head and looks at me with those brown eyes. " I can fix that" I stared at his lips as we leaned in at the same time and kissed. This kiss had compassion. It meant something to him just like it meant something to me, butterflies in my stomach type of kiss like when he looks at me, I get nervous and he pulled away and sat next to me. " I will fix that" he says softly as I lean my head on his shoulder. I don't think I could fall in love again though but if so it would be with two kappa men.