In Love With A Criminal

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Danny POV
As I made my way back to my room I felt my phone began to vibrate. The groupchat. I stop in my tracks despite me being a few steps away from my room to read what Blue just text the groupchat. ' I'm so sorry boys, I thought that I was strong enough to do this and I thought I was healed enough, it is with a heavy heart but it in our best interest if we end the relationship and I take a step back.'. I read the notification directly underneath the message. ' My Love ❤️ has left the chat '.

Covering my mouth a so quickly rushed inside my room. It felt like my world was coming crashing down. The school year is coming to an end and just when I thought about all the summer fun we'd have together, it turns out Blue has realized she's not as healed as she thought and this relationship was a bit much. While devastated and my heart aches l, it also goes out to her, I was her friend first and I completely understand everything she's been through. I'm more than willing to wait for B, I know she needs space right now more than anything. I sigh as the hot tears ran down my face as I found myself on my knees on the floor.

Bailey POV
As we sat listening to Blue explain why she broke up with the boys and how hurt she is that she had to do that. " and it just made me realized I'm not as healed as I thought. It makes me feel so sick cause I feel like I wasted everyone's time and I love them so dearly" Blue says her voice shaking as Mona rubbed her back and Ginger and I nodded listening to her. " I'm sorry guys" she says and we all shake our heads no.

" oh absolutely not mama, there's nothing to be sorry for, you have every right to feel how you feel" Mona tells her. " and I don't mind you guys being friends with them, I just don't personally feel I need to be in a relationship at the moment, and also I think I'll be staying at the cabin during the summer, I just need space" Blue says and we nodded in understanding. The cabin was a five bedroom lot cabin we had built for us to be ourselves in, this happened after our divorces finalized.

" okay, do you feel you'll go there after finals or actually wait until summer starts?" I asked and Blue nodded wiping her eyes once more with the help of myself. " probably after finals" she revealed and we nodded. " and i probably will talk to the boy tomorrow in person, i feel terrible doing that through text and i want them to understand that there's no be blood and they did nothing wrong" Blue continued to explain herself. Ginger nodded as she reach up and moved curls out of Blue's face and gave her fresh tissue to wipe her tears. " uh im going to go let Charity know" Blue says standing up and we all stand up as well.

The breakup is never easy, hell when Charity and Haven broke up, Haven switched schools and I know that hurt her more. " you want us to go with?" I asked her and she shook her head no. " no but we do need to study, finals next week uh if you guys want I'll meet up with you guys in the north cafe to study" she responded and we nodded as I grabbed my phone to go take a quick shower and get my books together to meet up with the girls. " I'll be there" Mona confirms herself as Ginger agreed. " come her ladies" I say as I open my arms for a groups hug, to which everyone obliged and we showed Blue extra love, leaving the with kisses on her cheek.

Blue POV
After Bailey went to shower and  the Mona and Ginger  left, I grabbed my phone and pulled up Charity's location to tell her the news and that I'll be staying at the caving for some much needed isolation. She was at Jopla Hall, where Lionel recorded the interview about me for the school project. As I was walking in to get ready to vent to one of my best friends, the sight that greeted me instead was enough to make me lose my mind. " Charity no" Derrick was saying as Charity tried to kiss him. " you have got to be fucking kidding me, ARE YOU SILLY!" I screamed at her. This action obviously caught both of their attention. " Blue I- " I shake my hand and held my hand up. " Charity there's no excuse, I just broke up with them, and he probably told you that, so the fact that this is your third time doing something like this to me, at this moment in time, I cannot forgive you, and I'm done" I tell her as I kiss her forehead. " and as for you Derrick, I want to talk to you and the boy tomorrow after my last class, goodnight" I say before I walk away.

I hear running after me and by the way I could hear Charity crying, I knew it was Derrick. " Blue it's not what it looks like" he says and I shake my head. " Derrick I saw you trying to pull away before you even knew I was here, it's not you, that's clearly just the type of person she is, and I don't like it for me to keep it in my life. I'm not mad at you D, please I just can't, I'll see you tomorrow" I say before I walk around him and leave the hall all together.

While in a lost of pain right now, I have to focus on finishing the school year strong, I owe it to myself to finish strong and then heal. Meeting up with the girls I take a deep breath as I sat down. " I just had to cut ties with Charity, how you girls decide to move forward with her is your business, much like the guys I don't mind if you guys are friends with her, I went to go tell her the news and found her attempting to kiss Derrick, he was actively trying to pull away from her before with of them even noticed I was there, I'm not sure why it seems she can be a good friend to all of you except me, so by all means don't let this determine how you feel towards her, cause it seems she only wrongs me" I take a pause as I say this revelation of how I'm feeling about the situation out loud.

" um I'm not too sure how that came about and I don't care to really find out, I owe it to myself to finish strong and I will heal at the cabin during the summer, or at least try to" I finished explaining and the girls nodded. " you are so strong and you are so brave and such a beautiful soul" Bailey says hugging me and I smiled hearing her words, they really touched my heart, especially with everything that happened tonight, it was too much.

" I also want to applaud you for not beating her ass like last time, I think that shows real growth in you and I love you so much, it hurts me to see you hurt, and I'm glad your taking the necessary steps you need to take in order to reheat yourself and get your mind right" Mona offers her kind words and I smiled and thanked her. " I love you to death Boo, you know we have your back, since grade school, I'm here for you always, I'm here to support you in whatever you want to do, I offer my love to you" Ginger tell me hugging me. It honestly made me feel so good to have my girls support in such a difficult time for me. It really speaks to my heart and lets me know that I'm not alone.