In Love With A Criminal

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Danny POV
After getting settled we made it a point to prioritize what babygirl wanted to talk to us about so the three of us were currently in Blue and Derricks room and she explained the situation. " mamas we wouldn't want you to ever think your in a situation where you need to worry about our relationship, we kinda figured this is what it was about and did inform Jilly that our girlfriend was thee lovely Kueen Bee of Lambda Delta Chapter of Delta Sigma Theta Incorporated, she did feel bad and she does want to issue you an apology something she'll probably do on her own time but I want to personally apologize for even having you think we'd do some foul shit like that" Derrick says and I nod agreein with everything he said.

" I am so sorry ma I wouldn't want to put that type of stress on you" Blue shakes her head. " you guys are not in trouble I just wanted to speak up before my insecurities are me form the inside out" she says and it was my turn to shake my head. " baby you have nothing to be insecure about, we love you flaws and all look at me" I say and she does those Blue pierced right through me, everything I held dear was right in those eyes, she didn't even realize the type of vibe she had on us.

The kind to make us stay home from a party type vibe, we'd could cuddle all day and not get tired type vibe, we could find each other in another lifetime type vibe, in heaven we gone know her name type vibe. Why would we risk it, why would we give it up. We won't, and we're not. We waited for her to say something,anything, she just sat there visibly upset and it was clear she didn't know how to react and didn't want to react wrong. " I just want to be alone right now" she quickly left the room and it sounded like she was about to cry. " I don't know about you but I want to chase after her" I say and Derrick nodded. " I know but she clearly needs space and you know better than me that she should be left alone" Derrick responds and I sighed heavily.

Blue POV
I sighed heavily standing on a random balcony. I hear their words and I see their actions. I shouldn't be feeling this way yet this anxiety is ripping through my chest as if they would do me like the guys in my past. Like they would betray me, when they've shown me time and time again they wouldn't dream of it.

I shouldn't be arguing, I didn't argue, I didn't say anything, I couldn't, to stop myself from saying the wrong thing until I just walked out. I walked until I found a quiets place away from everyone. I had the desire to be with these men, but a wise man once told me that Desire becomes surrender and surrender is power, I was surrendering, I wanted to be loved not fight a battle when they tell and show me she's not a threat to me.

I must have been out here for hours because I noticed it was now dark and I now had company. " when did you get ehre?" I asked him. " about three hours ago, make sure nothing happened to you" even in divorce Eric was still fighting for me. I smile lightly. " I hope I didn't scare anyone" I say softly before getting away from the balcony. " not scare, but you worried your men" I nodded. " they worried me first" I reply turning to look at Eric.

" Jilly can't compete with you B, she doesn't compare, now imma give you five seconds to fix your crown and go to bed it's about to be 11:30" I nodded giving him a hug and going back to me and Derricks room. I noticed there was only one bed from earlier and I grimaced again. Using my key to enter the room I see that both Derrick and Danny were in there.

" I'm sorry" they say at the same time. " we shouldn't have given Jilly any room to think she had a shot with us and we definitely shouldn't have led her on" they say in unison, it wasn't rehearsed they truly felt sorry. " and before you say it's okay it's not, you disappeared for hours mama, granted you probably feel a hell of a lot better but We we're worried" Derrick points out and I nodded. I walk up to them and group hug them. " I don't want to fight guys, I never did, it's okay I was just being cautious and I know you guys wouldn't do anything like that to me, so it is okay" I say kissing both their cheeks.

" are you okay?" Danny ask and I nodded. " yes papa, are you okay?" I look at the both of them causing them to smile. " we were waiting on you" they confess and I had taken my shoes off at the door. " I'm here" I say and they hugged me back finally. Their scents flooded my senses, their scents left me defenseless. Inhaling discreetly I felt my soul smile.

" cuddles tonight ?" I asked nicely making him smile. " I can fix that" they say together and I smile brightly up at them. I jumpe I or the middle of the bed as they got into it as well. I sprawled out over the both of them making them chuckle. " why are you like this?" Derrick asks as I attacked him with kissed all over his face. " Pappaaaa Bubba doesn't want my kissessss" I say getting off Derrick who gasps loudly pretending to be shocked. " I'll take them" Danny says and I hug him attacking him with Kisses as Derrick pretends to be agast. " wow you just steal my kisses?" He asks Danny. " I think he wants more baby girl" Danny says after stealing a fee from my lips. Moments like this are what I like and look forward to when I'm with them, I decided that her win this moment no female will ever take it from me. Ever again.