In Love With A Criminal

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Eric POV
I saw how happy she was with all three of us. Danny and Derrick though all three of us were from playfully rival frats, but we all come to together and show mad love for Blue. I knew she loved them, her actions said she does, my heart says that she does, but she's never actually said it. At least she's never uttered the words to them or me. As I watched her with Danny right now as he and his LB's did a Kappa stroll for her and the other ladies that rolled with them as they're dream girls. She was all smiles at him. He was all smiles right back showing Blue how good of an Ace he was and don't get me wrong all of them were amazing Ace's, Blue, K-Ace, Alpha Clutch, they were great.

" Eric" I look over at Ginger. " oh you look good" I say giving her a hug. " I wouldn't make yourself jealous, they remind her so much of you, I know you see it, you guys pushed us away so much we tried to replicate the best parts of you to get by, and those two, they get her by" Ginger informs me on how this love triangle between the three. I do see a lot of myself in them and the look she had on her face, it was something but her eyes knew it wasn't me. That's how deep her loyalty runs. I took it for granted and allowing this polygamy was my way of saying thank you to her for holding me down through all of my wrong doings and staying by my side. I had to go handle some business but I knew with Danny and Derrick she was in great hands.

Danny POV
When we finished strolling everyone who was watching cheered and Blue came up to me and hugged me. " you not repping DST?" I asked as she was wearing a grey Nike tech sweat suit and she shook her head no. " I just ordered a lot more though" she says as I throw my arm around her. Her curls in a messy top bun and a smile on her face. We I knew blue couldn't help but get jealous at the SGRHO's throwing themselves at us neos.

" B, B look at me" I say using my finger so that she was looking me in my eyes. " Danny" she says softly when she knew what I was hinting at. " I'm okay" she tells me and I searched her eyes for some kind of sign to see if she was lying and I saw everything I needed to see. " the sigma gamma rho may want me but B I'm with you, I signed a contract with your husband me and Derrick both did, we want you mamas, have you read the terms and agreements of our contracts, we're here for you, legally we're your off paper backup husbands" I say showing her a copy on my phone.

She stood before me reading it and she gasped when she saw the part that me and Derrick agreed to. " you guys signed these?" She asked and I nodded. " without hesitation B" Derrick walked up to us. " we want you B, of course we signed it and we got it notrorized so it's legally binding, if we weren't sure I promise Eric gave us chance after chance even after we signed to back out, clearly we still here so you gotta know you the bomb and I ain't worried about her if she ain't a red" I let her know that she was the baddest around. " fuck that, if she ain't my red" Derrick says kissing her forehead and I nodded agreeing with him. This contract was legally binding and I understand the good intentions my husband had behind making them sign it and then making it legally binding but I felt it was a bit too much.

" I don't want you guys feeling obligated to show me love and affection just because my husband said so" I says as we all walked under a pavilion. They had me sit down and then sat across from me. " he only did it because of what we told him" Derrick says. " what did you tell him" she looked concerned but she wouldn't feel bad for long. Me and Danny hesitated before looking at each other. " we fell for you Blue, in love with you" Derrick says and I grabbed her hand because I saw her mouth about to fly open. " and you don't have to say anything, you don't have to verbally confirm or deny because we all already know, we see it when you look at us, we feel it when your with us, it's in the air when you walk with us ma, Blue we fell in love with you." I explained and she looked at a loss for words. She continued to read over and her eyes lit up. " with my permission you guys can have girl friends" and we nodded.

" Blue I promsie we've read it and he even had a lawyer there explaining what some parts meant and we agreed because we love you, just relax and let us continue doing what we do" I say grabbing her hand and kissing it and she hands me my phone back. " you don't need to go talk to Eric and say whatever we're 100 percent aware of what we agreed to and signed up for, very much worth it" Derrick chimes in standing up and kissing her forehead.

" let's just enjoy the cookout please don't think too hard when we know exactly what we're doing" she stares at us for a long time before getting up and walking away from the table. We look at each other and sighed. " she's going to talk to him anyways" Derrick sighed and I stood up. We just had to let her react to how she reacted but we signed these contracts the first day of crossing week so it'll be a week and a day of us agreeing to being back up husbands.

Blue POV
I ran to the nearest bathroom to throw up. I didn't want them being stuck in a contract because of me. I guess I just have eaten something bad. I wipe my mouth and groan. I trust their judgment and all but I'm not that special and I don't know what they see in someone like me. I don't think know what they see in me. I walk out after swishing my mouth with water and popped in a stick of gum. I shouldn't be upset or mad at all. I do feel regret and sad though. I didn't want them to basically give up my freedoms and it's because I love the hell out of those boys that I feel bad.

I want to know what do they see in my that they don't see in other girls. I found myself asking Eric that question when the affairs and I can tell it broke his heart. My self confidence has went down and yes they call me Kueen but I don't see it, I'm not as pretty, I'm not as skinny, speaking off I should lose some weight. As I was sitting by myself Derrick come over. " stop critiquing yourself in your head before you really piss me off Blue" he says sitting next to me. How the fuck did her do that? " what do you see in me that you don't see in them?" I ask putting my held on his shoulder.

" Blue you're so beautiful, you're so smart, mamas you and these other females will never be in line, they can't compete where they don't compare and Blue they don't compare to you, you are a queen do you hear me? A queen and I need you to lift your head because you if let your crown fall I'm gonna fuck you up, now let's go out here and enjoy this cookout before my party" he says and this made me smile and I took his hand and we walked back to his boys and Danny eyes me as Derrick nods at him and he relaxes. Maybe this was what I needed, maybe this was a sign that I had to now only give my love to more than just my husband but to myself as well. I saw just now firsthand how putting myself down made Derrick feel and I didn't like making him upset like that, I wouldn't even want to make my husband upset like that. I need to start showing myself love.