Confused. Hurt. And Psycho (Jenlisa)

Chapter 82

"Well, if you didn't trust me you wouldn't have allowed me to be here at this moment with you, right? And I'm talking too much, right? I feel that I am talking too much? What is wrong withme?I'm not usually this talkative. You won't get tired of me, right? Off course you would. Even I am tired of myself talk" Jennie frowned and realised she had finished unbuttoning Lisa's shirt already.

Jennie chuckled and stood up wiping her sweaty palms on her shorts. She leaned closer and removed Lisa's hands out of the shirt one after another.

Afterwards, she saw the cuts and sighed asking "It must have hurt a lot, right? I'm sorry, Lisa. Because of me ... "

"Jennie" Lisa called her the moment she started tracing the cuts with her hand and her hands stopped moving. She turned and looked at Lisa.

"Ehhhuh?" Jennie responded. Lisa had called her earlier to take her mind out of her self-condemnation. She didn't want to see Jennie blaming herself for what happened so she decided to distract her by calling her name.

"I'm hungry. Can we hurry up and go and eat?" Lisa said. Jennie clapped her hands together and exclaimed.

"Oh, right. I'm sorry". Jennie put the shirt in her hand on the hanger and turned to face Lisa. She looked at her trousers and gulped hard on her saliva looking dazed. She tried to touch the belt but refrained her hands and looked at Lisa meeting her gaze.

Actually, Lisa was also watching her, waiting to see what she would do next. She was going to tell her not to force herself and do it if she didn't feel comfortable but as Lisa opened her mouth to speak. Jennie looked up meeting Lisa's gaze. She was momentarily stunned to see her suddenly up-close.

"Can you close your eyes?" Jennie asked suddenly and flushed. Her face was crimson red even though her voice sounded serious.

"Ahh?" Lisa asked stupefied.

"Or should I close my eyes?" Jennie paused before she continued "Why don't we both close our eyes? That way you won't see anything and I won't also see anything either. As I promised earlier, I will be as careful as duck and not make you feel uncomfortable"

Lisa chuckled and Jennie asked curiously "Oh, did you just laugh? Why did you laugh?"

"Actually, ducks are one of the most careless and clumsiest animals in the world" Lisa told her seriously making Jennie to keep mum shyly. She gave a rather awkward chuckle before speaking.

"Right! Ducks are definitely the wrong kind of simile to use. Ducks and careful don't go together. Why didn't I think of that?" Lisa nodded and pouted her lips. "In any case, I will be careful so let's close our eyes at the same time". Jennie said and closed her eyes immediately.

"Jennie, I will close my eyes but you can open your eyes. I have a feeling that things will get a lot messier if you were to close your eyes. So, why don't I close mine instead. You need to see where your hands are going in order to be careful and to help me undress, isn't it?" Lisa told her.

Jennie hadn't even started yet and she was behaving this way, if they both were to close their eyes, Lisa was sure she would forget that she was sick and do something to her and scare her. She didn't want to scare Jennie now that she was opening up to her.