Confused. Hurt. And Psycho (Jenlisa)

Chapter 143

"Since we are asking each other personal questions, can I ask you something?"

Rosé looked at Jisoo strangely before nodding her head, "Go ahead".

"Some of the documents that were found at the laboratory stated that Mimi Garcia did a lot of experiments using some of her workers. Did she do anything to you?" Jisoo asked and studied Rosé's expression. She could clearly see the hesitation in her eyes.

"Can we not talk about it? I don't want to talk about it" Rosé said and looked away.

"It's important. I'm afraid that something might happen to you later on. You can trust me. This is going to be between us. No one will hear about it. not even your father or Jennie" Jisoo said and touched Rosé's hands and she quivered.

"I .. she. When I first met Mimi Garcia, she told me that she was going to train me to become independent and that I should trust her. You know about the AI Alice, right. Actually, she used my face for AI Alice. AI Alice was supposed to become her legacy. Used my voice, actions and attributes to put into the AI Alice. There was this boy that was always by my side.

He was also brought by Mimi Garcia. We liked each other, so one day, we wanted to go further with our relationship. Even though we were hiding it from everyone" Rosé choked as she thought about the boy who died because of her.

"He died because of me. I couldn't protect him. When Mimi Garcia found out about our secret relationship, I wanted to deny it but Jimin announced to everyone that we were in love. Mimi Garcia asked us if we had already slept with each other and we said yes. She got angry and ordered us to be beaten."

"I passed out and when I woke up later on, Mimi Garcia told me that Jimin died because of me and that I should carry the guilt with me forever. A month after Jimin died, I found out I was pregnant. I wanted to keep it but Mimi Garcia refused and gave me some pills. Later on the Fetus died and I had a miscarriage. She told me never to have sex with anyone because she didn't want a soil disciple. To make sure I never did, she gave me some medicine and that was to make sure I didn't have any sexual arousal again"

Jisoo felt her heart tightening as she heard Rosé's words. She couldn't believe such a person like Mimi Garcia could exist in this world.

"I was locked up and isolated in a dark room. I got used to be in the dark room so much that anytime I saw light, it had to take a while before I could adjust to it. The only reason she made me leave that place was because she wanted me to kill Jennie. She told me that Jennie was the one who caused the accident and that I was abandoned by her"

I was initially hesitating because before that day, I found out by chance that my family wasn't dead as she made me believe. I started searching for my family but because I didn't know anyone, there was only little I could do until the day I met Jennie.

AI Alice wasn't just a robot as she made people believe. She wanted to use Jennie's genes to inject psychotic tendencies into AI Alice to make it powerful"

"Can you still remember the medication Mimi Garcia gave you at that time?" Jisoo asked calmly.

"She told me they were antidepressants because I suffered from depression after the death of Jimin. There were Sarafem and Paxil."

"Sarafem is a medication used to treat major depressive disorder, panic attacks and eating disorders and in most cases it is used to treat premenstrual dysphoric disorder [PMDD]. The risk of Prozac overdose is low but when taken in excess, it can cause confusion, fainting, hallucinations, irregular heartbeat and low sex drive in women. She really knew what she was doing when she gave you all those pills daily.