Just for you to know, this is a short explanation what my intentions were when I was writing the dreams. I only focused on the most important aspects. If you had a different interpretation that's fine too, actually I really would want to hear them, so feel free to post your ideas in the comment section :) I'm waiting for your creativity ^^
White lilies are a symbol of death. Maybe you already know this and thought that Beomgyu will die, but actually this dream was his way to get over the death of his brother. He blames himself for his brother's death. He even wishes that it was him instead of Jin, that's why he always or nearly dies in the end of the dreams. He really wants to die in a way, but in the real world he is (luckily) too scared to make it real and is able to see the happy sights of life. He is different from his brother.
But the white of the lilies also are a symbol of innocence and purity. The blood, so the death of his brother, is also the death of his innocence, when the Lillies weren't white but red because of the blood. He starts to think in a heavier way, like even killing himself too.
The same goes for the box surrounding the special white lilly, that's representing him, it's a symbol for the protection on this pureness but with the scream, so Jins death, it all burst. The black and darkness stands for his lack of seeing through his pain. He is blind in a way.
In his dreams another power kills him not himself. It's his emotions, his guilt. If it's the fire or the water or the glass pieces, it's always his emotions that overflows him. So, in the end, he is so afraid, and he projected this phobia also to Taehyun, because he doesn't want to lose anybody again.
The last dream is a little bit different. This time the walls of glass represent the prison his mind is in, because of these emotions that 'killed' him. The song, Tae is singing, actually brings him comfort but he fears to fall for this comfort cause he thinks he would lose Tae afterwards.
His guilt and his phobia to lose his loved ones are the cause of these dreams.
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