difficult // taegyu

twentieth chapter

Once again listen to Taehyun's cover of over and over again. It's kinda important now, and I think it makes it easier for you... And don't be confused this is right after the nineteenth chapter, so Beomgyu is falling asleep right now. Anyways have fun <33

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"From the way you smile
To the way you look
You capture me
Unlike no other
From the first hello
Yeah, that's all it took
And suddenly
We had each other"

That verses in that wonderful, soft voice help me drifting to sleep, but the song didn't stop, even when I reached dreamland. Everything is black.

„And I won't leave you
Always be true
One plus one, two for life
Over and over again"

It didn't take seconds for the darkness to get lighter, and now I'm surrounded by brown. Different kinds of brown are all I can see. I look around, getting kinda dizzy. I don't know where the ground is anymore. When I slow down, I look closer to the things surrounding me. Everywhere are golden sprinkles.

"So don't ever think I need more
I've got the one to live for
No one else will do
And I'm telling you
Just put your heart in my hands
I promise it won't get broken
We'll never forget this moment
It will stay brand new
'Cause I'll love you
Over and over again
Over and over again"

There, a few meters away, is a bigger area filled with gold. It shines and sparkle, making me addicted. Without even noticing, my feet start moving to that space. As soon as I arrived, suddenly it seems like a small room. It's filled with a couch, a carpet and other little things all made of pure gold. I sit down on the couch. It's cozy.

"Boy when I'm with you
I lose track of time
When I'm without you
You're stuck on my mind
I'll be all you need
Until the day that I die
I'll love you
Over and over again"

Smiling, I turn around and then I see him. A small figure, far far away, but by anything in the world I could recognize him. His voice is still with me and now I can even see him. He slowly makes his way towards me. I can't wait to have him next to me again.

"So don't ever think I need more
I've got the one to live for
No one else will do, yeah
I'm telling you"

I can see Taes face now. His big eyes, nose, beautiful lips. Smiling I reach my hands out for him. I'm happy. But then the golden sparkles in the walls around me, suddenly turn into white lilies.
This can't happen. No.

"Just put your heart in my hands
I promise it won't get broken
We'll never forget this moment
It will stay brand new
'Cause I'll love you
Over and over again
Over and over again
Oh yeah oh yeah"

The couch beneath me transforms itself into a white, cozy thing. I don't know what it is. It lifts me up. Teahyun stays on the ground, only a few meters apart from me. His smile, that was plastered on his face, turns into a hurtful expression. His eyes went from warm brown to cold black, the same black that the walls have by now.

In the exact same moment, a box made out of glass falls down from above me, prisoned me. Startled by the loud sound, I hold myself more firmly, sticking to the white material. I get higher and higher, with this white thing under me. There is no way for me to get out of here.

"Over and over again
Oh yeah oh yeah
Over and over again"

He is gone. GONE.

It looked like he got absorbed by the darkness. Tears falling down my cheeks, I hear a scream. The scream of my brother, making a perfect harmony to the singing of Taehyun. They are gone. Both voices are gone. Both persons are gone.

And here I am, on top of a white lilly, being my comfortable bed in a hopeless prison of glass surrounded by the darkness.

Help! I need oxygen! I can't breath!

Sweating and breathing heavily I wake up. Tae looks at me worriedly. But without saying anything I cuddle with him tighter and burry my face inside his chest. I'm afraid. I can't tell you how afraid I am. Wh-what will I do when I lose him? I'm afraid. I have to fix it.

Tae calms me down, while drawing circles on my back.

I can't tell him my dream, he will be be so worried.

I have to talk with my parents. I have to fix this.

I can't fail again.

I can't lose him.

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