difficult // taegyu

yeonbin special chapter

This chapter is about the day where Beomgyu and Taehyun met at the gym. I wrote it in Yeonjuns point of you. Just for you to know :) enjoy

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To live in the same place, to sleep in the same bed and to be around Soobin all day is both, hell and heaven. I know my feelings towards him since a long while ago, but no matter how hard I try to express them he doesn't seem to notice. It's tiring, but I won't give up!

"Where is Taehyun?" Soobin asks me with sleepy eyes. He must wake up just moments before he opened the door of our bedroom judging by how he looks like right now. Cute, if you'd ask me.

"He is at a gym working out, I think. He mumbled something about alone time and sports." I answer him and he nods silently. He looks disappointed, maybe because he has to spend time alone with me? No, Yeonjun! Don't even think this way! Maybe because Taeyhun didn't tell him? Yes, that is possible. Their friendship is kinda difficult, seeing it from the outside. Tae is a cold boy with excellent grades, besides him even Soobin sometimes seems dumb, even though he is really smart too. He is a shy, intelligent student, to afraid to raise his hands or his voice. If you get closer to both of them, you can notice how Soobin only feels safe when he is with him. And Tae has a soft spot, if he even has something like that, for Soobin in his heart. It's like Tae is his bodyguard in some ways in life and Binnie wants to keep Tae safe in his own ways. It's really cute when they treat each other like that, and they seem so comforted.

Not that I'm complaining, I love to see that Soobin has people caring for him and is able to feel safe around them! It's just that I want to be that kind of person to him too... only in a different way.

Trying not to think too much, I say: "What about you dress up and we go somewhere else? Do you want to eat something specific for breakfast?"

He just stares at me.

"We can go wherever you want!" I add and smile to encourage him. He looks so cute when his bunny-like smile starts to appear on his lips. He nods and mumble something quietly that could mean "I'll think of something."

After about twenty minutes later Soobin comes back, dressed in a cute outfit in the same colors as mine.