✉︎✉︎12:53am
what is wrong with me
my head is pounding i cant stop shaking my eyes are so tired i want to sleep i want to rot away i want to be buried deep underground but you keep breaking into the home of my mind.
i dont know how you keep getting in when i started locking the doors and boarding up the windows and i keep myself closed off. how are you in my head. i know i gave you the key to my heart but it isn't supposed to be multipurpose. i dont want you riding my train of thought or mingling with my emotions. all i ever wanted was for you to care about me and that has been constantly stomped on. so you're not welcome any longer
no longer welcome into my home
my head
my heart
my dreams
no more you
no more hurt
i am so hurt
i never did anything wrong, all i ever wanted to do was love you, to be important enough to stay for
but i wasnt
i never will be
im sorry for whatever is wrong with me
i'll be better
i dont want to be left behind anymore
im sorry
YOU ARE READING
tears turned to ink
Poetrypieces of my thoughts and heart sewn together and melted down for me to write about trigger warning: everything
