today im posting writings from the hospital. my thoughts from the lowest point in my life.
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eventually i stopped remembering what the date was or what time it was, how outside felt and what fresh air tasted like. 12 days completely cut off from the sky. it rained almost every day i was gone. the droplets that leaked under the window were the closest i got to the outside world. then i went home. it was okay for a while i've been home for about six weeks. i ran out if medicine, i'm back at square one. i feel my skin separate with every step i take. so much red. i don't know how this happened. i don't remember it. give me my pills back i don't wanna go away again
