then why do you feel like this ? why does saying you love them cause knots in your stomach and pain in your lungs. why is your reason for living the same person who caused this downpour of hurt. why do you let them overtake you like this. i don't understand i don't want to understand i don't want to stop loving him so maybe i am pathetic . it's so pathetic how badly i want to hold pinkies while we eat dinner and take post-food digestion naps together. it's pathetic that i get sick every time i see your face or hear your name. it's pathetic how i've missed two weeks of school because you left and it's pathetic that i dream about you. it's pathetic how much i love you, how excruciatingly painfully it hurts, how i'm okay with the pain. i will take every wound that is thrown at me if it means theres a chance at you coming back, making love less pathetic. making love something i want again. it's been about two weeks since you took your leave and ran out of my life again. i love you
if you ever read this, i have something for you
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this scar on my arm is my least favorite reminder of the day when everything went wrong
