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Nyairi.
"Aye Ari you ever had a hickey"?
"Nope" i said popping the p while writin in my notebook
"You like this"? i asked showing him the poem i was starting
"Yea fasho, come here" he said not even much glancing at the book
"Mmcht Tyler" i frowned
"What Nyairi damn"?
"Can you read it"? i asked
He snatched the book out my hand and looked at the book
He probably not even reading it
"Mhm hmm i like it's deep" he said giving back
I sighed extra hard and snatched the book back before laying across his freshly made bed
Thanks to me.
His momma was complaining about his room being junky so i said ill help him clean it but it turned into me cleaning it by myself
It's okay tho i don't mind i wouldn't wanna be in a dirty room anyway
I continued to finish the poem but i kept getting stuck
"You mad"? he asked kissing my cheek
"Move Ty frl" i mumbled pushing him off me
"Ty frl move i'm not in the mood rn" i frowned since he was all up on me
"You always gotta nasty attitude for no reason it's not cute, you should try to be nicer" he said playing with my hair
Maybe i should .. i mean i didn't have to get mad like that
"I'm sorry" i mumbled
"Can you read it tho"? i asked laying my head on his shoulder
He looked at it and it seemed like he read it
"I fuck with it frl" he said trying to kiss my lips
"Thank you" i said slightly moving my face out the way
"You gone let me teach you a few things"? he asked making me frown
"Wym"? i asked closing my book
"You gone let me teach you some stuff , you know you a li unexperienced" he said pulling me closer to him
"I'm not ready for that Tyler" i said putting emphasis on that
"Ready for what"?
"Sex"
"I dig it it's whatever" he said kissing up on me
"So what you doing"? i asked
"Finna give you a hickey, we gone take it a step at a time" he said making me nod slowly
I didn't want too .. but i did .. but i didn't
I wanted to be like everyone else and be experienced but i didn't want him getting ideas and i didn't want to get in trouble
And i didn't want him to call me lame
"Okay" i mumbled but it came off softer than i intended
He continued to kiss on me and my neck .. it felt good but idk i just wasn't ready for this yet
I was having a whole game of tug of war in my head
All my girlie ass hormones was loving this but my mind was telling me to stop and telling me it wasn't time
