🌸Gentle touches🌸

𝓔𝓵𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷

🛑🛑𝚃𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙶𝙴𝚁 𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶🛑🛑
         (self harming)
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It was back.
The same vile feeling had returned, Izuku had heard Almight had came back yesterday, and now all the greenette felt was fear.
He didn't want to see the yellow hair men, ever again.

No matter how hard he scrubbed his skin, it still felt like Yagi was touching him.
He needed this wretched feeling to leave.

After all today was beach day and Izuku already felt extremely nervous.
He couldn't find any tops left which means swimming is off the table for him.
He just hoped he could convince everyone he was sick, but not sick enough to where he had to stay at the dorms.... with Almight.

𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓬𝓾𝓽.
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓫𝓮𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮, 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻

𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝔂 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓰𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝔀𝓲𝓶𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰.

That was true.
But he promised himself it was a one time thing!!

𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓷'𝓽 𝓱𝓾𝓻𝓽.
𝓐𝓯𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓽'𝓵𝓵 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂.

It was something about that soft voice, that lulled Izuku into wanting to listen to it.
Almost like it knew how to get in his mind, and twist him into believing this was the only way to get his self back.
To not feel as filthy as he does feel.
Which is why he found himself, reaching for the blade in his top drawer again.

Maybe if he..... just one more time.
This feeling should go away for final right??
Just one more time.....

                       •×•

The raven hair teach did not sleep well last night, they had surprised him with another night patrol, which is why when he noticed a certain student wasn't there he became agitated.

'Why was it always either Midoriya or Bakugo when things aren't going the way it supposed to!?'

That same question repeated in his head, as he stormed up stairs and barged into the greenette's room.

"Please explain to me-"

Blood.
That was the first thing Aizawa
had noticed.
The next it was the fact that Midoriya was only in his underwear, and he had multiple self inflicted wounds on his wrist, thighs, and legs.

"M-Midoriya."

The raven hair teach, was speechless.
How did he not see the signs??
He noticed how his student had become distant, how he wasn't using his quirk anymore.
Heck he didn't even smile like he used to.
But Aizawa assumed that he was just over worked like his other students, that's why he agreed for this beach trip.

"Mr. Aizawa I- This- I was just-"

Izuku was choking back on his tears, he didn't think anyone would just barge in.
Nor did he think his door was unlocked!!
He should of checked, worst of all the feeling of his hands were still there, no matter how many times he scarred his skin.
Why couldn't everything just disappear, he wanted to disappear.