Give Love

complicated

Part ini mengandung dirty words

Minggu pagi menjelang. Terlihat Mark dan Jeno masih terlelap di alam mimpi tanpa mengenakan apapun di balik selimut

"Arghhh so cold" Ujar Mark merapatkan tubuhnya pada Jeno

Jeno memeluk Mark di dadanya.

"Ah jeno. You're awake? "

Jeno membuka matanya, melihat pemandangan indah di depannya, surai blonde acak-acakan dan wajah kecil imut yang pas untuk Jeno tadah dengan telapak tangannya.

Mark yang naked di balik selimut bersentuhan kulit dengannya. Jeno makin merapatkan tubuhnya pada Mark, menyentuhkan tangannya pada punggung Mark yang tidak terbalut sehelai benangpun.

"Kak"

"Hmm"

"Kalau gini terus, jeno junior bisa bangun lagi"

"Yaaa~~" Mark langsung mencoba kabur dan menarik selimutnya

"Ya udah gini aja dulu. "

Lama mereka berdiam diri.

Suasana makin hening.

Mark yang merasa butuh bicara, memulai pembicaraan.

"Aku kapok jatuh cinta, Jen."

Pernyataan Mark membuat Jeno sedikit terkejut namun Ia berusaha mengendalikan ekspresinya menjadi biasa saja, Jeno menatap Mark, memperhatikan dengan seksama.

"Aku takut. Takut itu cuma aku aja yang baper sedangkan kamu gak"

Ujar Mark lagi.

I'm afraid I'm the only one who's catching the feeling"

Jeno merapihkan surai rambut Mark, masih menyimak yang dikatakan Mark.

"It sucks, you know, when you think you found the one but that one is the person who broke your heart."

Mata Mark mulai berkaca-kaca.

"I'm really sorry you felt that f*cked experience."

Ujar Jeno mencium kening Mark.

"Yeah exactly"

Mark memainkan jari lentiknya di dada bidang Jeno, membentuk pola abstrak. Mark menyentuhkan tangannya pada abs Jeno.

"You want to hear something more? "

Jeno mengangguk

"I fell in love to somebody when I was in middle school. Yeah I know it's puppy love. We were friends. He's so handsome and I thought we had mutual feelings but it turns out he liked my best friend, not me. "

Mark tertawa

"The more I know about love, the more I've been hurt. When I was in high school I was closed with my friend, we're in different classroom. He really invested his time , we were always chatting, we talked about things that we really like. Then I made a decision to confess to him, it's graduation party, I was looking for him but end up I found a truth he didn't like me. He said '---"

Mark tersendat

*flashback

Di acara graduate Mark saat SMA, Ia berniat untuk mengungkapkan perasaannya sebelum lulus. Ia mencari-cari seseorang yang disukainya itu.

" Did you see Daniel? "

"No. Eiy Mark you know what? "

"What? "