Scarred Desires

Chapter 5 - Please, look at me!18+

Right now I'm at work while reading my new emails from different companies and this morning I told Riley about everything.

About Lorenzo coming to my restaurant

His daughter

Theo

Everything. Well, not everything.

She was shocked about how Lorenzo just showed up at my restaurant and insulted me and how she wish she was there to kick his butt.

"Fuck, you look so hot."

I heard someone say as I turned around to see who said that. Turns out it's Trevor standing in the doorway staring at me.

I smile at him as I stopped checking my emails. I stood up from my office chair and went straight to him while hugging him.

I slowly pull away from him to ask him "How long have you been standing here for?"

He smiled at me before kissing me deeply while ignoring my question.

"Mmmm" I moaned as he grabbed my butt as I felt his hard-on on my stomach. I sightly pushed him away as I let out a breath while my forehead was on his forehead.

"You didn't answer my question," I whispered while catching my breath as I felt my chest racing. I think Trevor saw that because he started to kiss my neck and my boobs.

"Bang" I flinch at the sound of my office door closing but realize it was Trevor who closed the door with his foot while still kissing me. A gasp escaped from me as he picked me up making me wrap my legs around his waist as he sat me down on my office table.

I watch him remove my white shirt and my black bra as he started to suck my nipples.

I watched as he rapidly removed my black skrit along with my thong.

Soon later his clothes where off as he started fucking me.

I truly love Trevor but right now I don't like what he is doing to me. I mean last night he rejected me and now he is having sex with me like I want him to love me and not have sex with me when he is horny.

I want as to be like a normal couple who turly love eachother. I don't even remember the time we made love he always wanna fuck me and leave me and sometimes I feel like he just want me for my body but not for me.

I watch him fuck me as he closed his eyes.

Please look at me.

I don't like this.

Please look at me.

"Look at me," I said as he opened his eyes. We stared at each other but he closed his eyes again.

Look at me, please.

I slowly place my hand on his cheek hoping he will look at me but he didn't.

Again.

He groaned loudly as he thrust fast, hard, and deep inside me. I close my eyes while throwing my head back as tears fell from my eyes.

Please stop.

I don't like this.

I wanted to tell him so bad in that moment that I hated what is going on, what he was doing but it felt like I was underwater trying to yell out for help but no one is there to save me.

He's your boyfriend what he's doing is totally normal.

So just breathe.

Without a warning the sound of a loud groan filled my eyes as I felt his cum on my stomach.

It's over.

You can breathe now. I told myself.

All of a sudden, I felt a hand on my cheek followed by his lips placed on mine.

The need to kiss him back wasn't something I wanted to do but before he could go any farther it felt like God himself answered my prayers.

His phone started ranging leaving me to pick up his phone that was in his jeans pocket on the ground.

He started getting dressed as I grab the tissue on my office table cleaning his cum on my stomach.

I won't be surprised if he even told me he has to go. I mean for fuck sake he didn't even notice the tears on my face.

But why the heck do I want him to stay?

"Ok fine! I will be there in a second," he said as he hang up the phone.

Called it.

"Hey-" he said as he turn around to face me while I cut him off. "It's alright you can go," I said as I stood up grabbing my clothes from the floor.

"Gosh thank you," He said as he pulled me into a hug before leaving me.

Again.

Hey guys, I just wanted to say I love you all and have a great day/night 🖤