after all this time?

i'll propose

Camila's POV

I can finally say life has never been so easy.

You can imagine that is not a bad thing to wake up everyday in Paris with Lauren Jauregui by your side.

- Let's get up - she said.

We woke up an hour ago but didn't leave the bed. Lauren's naked back wasn't exactly encouraging me to leave. Her messy hair and her red lips... She's so gorgeous.

- Where you wanna go today?

- I don't know, maybe we could stay inside. We never spent a day here since we got to Paris

She's right. It's been a month and, like I knew, I don't like the cold but I don't like being inside either, so I always convince Lauren to go somewhere.

- Or maybe we could go to Louvre, we skipped it the other day because it was raining

She closed her eyes for a few seconds, then opened again. Everytime I look at it I see a different green.

- Okay... I love museums

Her sleepy voice was extremely cute, so I kissed her cheek.

- And I love you

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Lauren's POV

It's been a dream to live with Camila here, in Paris. It's been four months and sometimes I feel sad because it means our time here is running.

Sometimes I go to a bakery, buy something to eat, get a coffee and then come back home - which is how we call our airbnb now. Camila is always sleeping when I do it.

Then I can do the thing I love the most: wake her up with kisses. I love to see how she realizes we are living our dream, she's in Paris with me and not in some hotel touring somewhere.

All these moments got me thinking. Camila and I have been together for a while, more than a year. To some it may feel like it's a short time, but for me honestly it feels like a lifetime. I loved her almost ten years ago and I love her now. It's like the time between these moments were just a pause until I could find her again.

Anyway, here am I overthinking while she's sleeping by my side. What I'm trying to say is: I want to marry Camila. I want to be her wife and I want her to be mine.

I know, two years ago I'd never think about that possibility, I'd actually call you crazy if you'd tell I'll date Camila, but now this is real and I don't ever want it to end.

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- Heyyy

Dinah's happy voice on the phone made me open a big smile.

- If you're calling me it must be important - she said.

- Yeah... it is

- Trouble in paradise?

The cold air of Paris was freezing my lungs. I told Camila I'd take a walk at a park so I could call Dinah.

- No, actually everything's perfect

A little girl was throwing rocks at the lake with her dad. I watched that scene for a second.

- Then what do you want? - Dinah was sounding impatient already.

- Okay, I'll go straight to the point. I need your help to set up a wedding

She was completely silence for five long seconds.

- I'm freezing here, so if you could answer... - I said.

- You proposed and didn't tell me?

- Not exactly...

I started to walk to try to warm me up.

- Lauren, you're not asking me to organize a wedding Camila doesn't know about, are you?

- It's temporary - I said -, I'll propose

- When?

- I don't know Dinah

I was starting to get angry. I had to get back home and Dinah was keeping me at the phone.

- Okay, okay... so when are you coming back? Got a date?

- Yeah, about that... I want it to be here, in Paris

I could see her face right now.

- Lauren, how the fuck am I supposed to organize a wedding in Paris?

- I don't know, okay? But you're the only one I trust to do it

- So I'm your maid of honor?

Her tone changed completely.

- Well... I feel like I should discuss it with Camila...

- I'm organizing a wedding that's happening in another country! - she protested.

- Okay, okay, you're my maid of honor

- Oh my god I'm so excited!!!!!!! I'll do a little research and then I'll text you

- Okay. Thanks Dinah

- You're welcome, kid

I turned down the call and headed home, experiencing this weird feeling of being so in love with someone I want to oficialize it in front of everyone... I never thought I'd be married. Really. But I want to marry Camila and I want it so bad!

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Hiiiiii

Yeah i know it's been ages again!
Just want to leave this chapter here and see if you like it :)

I'm feeling a little blocked so tell me if I should keep going! Want to do the perfect wedding for these two and then we are done :) bye