after all this time?

she was sweet like honey

Camila's POV

My mind was far away while we had dinner. My manager called me to say I should stay out of social media for the next couple days, but didn't say exactly what is so bad about Shawn's documentary.

- You okay? - Lauren asked with her worried eyes.

- Yeah, just curious. You think I should watch it?

- Would it make you feel better?

She asked and she knew the answer. Of course i wouldn't feel better, but it's about me and my life. I should know what it is about.

Lauren's phone started ringing, it was her sister. She walked away to take it, but then came back.

- Alright, say it - She said to her phone and then an angry Taylor started talking out loud.

- He's so fucking stupid, oh my god! He's acting like she cheated and blaming everything on her like he's not a fucking control freak

Okay, I think I know what she's talking about.

- Lauren I swear I watched it for like an hour and almost threw up, he had the audacity to show pictures of you both together in Miami to prove his point like you guys were together before they broke up

- No fucking way - I said and Tay went silent.

- Camila? - she said after a few seconds

- Yeah

- Shit, I'm sorry... and I'm surprised you two were together for so long

- Me too

That's the first time I looked at Lauren since Taylor called and she was so red. She's pissed.

- Alright, thanks for calling Tay, love u

She turned down the call and sat by my side again.

- You okay? - she asked one more time.

- Yes, I am. That's annoying but it's not the end of the world, you know... but are you okay?

Her green eyes looked right back to me in a way only she can.

- I'm just so mad with the universe. It puts us together and then tries to put us apart again

Lauren's POV

Camila held my face with both hands, making me look at her.

- I don't give a shit about what the universe wants. I want you

I could see so much truth in her eyes that I immediately calmed down.

- I want you too

- Then that's enough

Camila kissed me slowly, almost like nothing was happening outside, like nothing could tear us apart.

...

- Why are you taking these? - I asked about a really hot sweater Camila had on her baggage - You're not going to Europe

- I don't know, what if I feed cold?

- Alaska cold, you mean? Cause that's the only place on earth you could use that

Camila laughed but not for long. She was feeling a little down with everything that happened plus the fact that she still has 7 shows to do.

- You know what else I could take with me?

- What?

- You