I Love You [COMPLETED]

Chapter 30* I'm fine

March.

Yea, I know I'm quite busy about things. I'm busy preparing for my debut and I'm also busy preparing for his special day. I want to make it memorable, it may be simple but the simplest things in life you've done is the greatest thing you can ever do.

"You really check things, Ms. Zaragosa. Even though you have your debut preparations, you still have time for this."

"Of course, I always do have a time for my boyfriend."I told Joan and smiled at her.

"Ang swerte naman ng pinsan ko sa'yo."

"Swerte kaming dalawa sa isa't-isa. So, are everything settled?"tumango naman siya. Today is March 10, two days before my birthday and ten days before TX's birthday. I must say I'm really very much busy but still, I have time for this kind of preparation. At kahit I'm busy preparing all this things, kailangan ko paring bisitahin si TX. Dumaan lang ako dito sa cafe shop ni Joan para ma-check kung okay naba yung venue, mga kakailangan, etc.

Timothy.

"Andoy, pupunta raw si March dito. Okay lang ba?"tanong ni ate Amabie sakin. Tumango naman ako. Grabe, ansakit-sakit ng katawan ko pati na rin ng puso ko. Pakiramdam ko parang di naman ako gumagaling. Ba't ganun, parang wala ding silbi yung therapy? Parang nag-aaksaya lang kami ng pera dahil dito, e. Naawa na nga ako kila mommy.

Dalawapung minuto ang makalipas, tinawag ko si ate na busyng-busy sa cellphone niya. Siguro ka-text niya si kuya Wilson, sila na raw kasi at masaya naman ako para sakanya. Masaya ako kung san siya masaya.

"A-ate.."nanghihinang tawag ko kay ate. Napalingon naman siya sakin.

"Oh, bakit? May masakit ba sayo? Ha?"bakas sa mukha ni ate ang pag-aalala. Naawa na din ako kay ate, e. Lagi siyang puyat kakabantay sakin. Napakapabigat ko na sa kanila.

"Ate, kailangan kong ma-discharge bukas. Kailangan kong madischarge. Kahit bumalik lang tayo dito pagka-March 21. Please ate... g-gusto kong makadalo sa kaarawan ni March at magdiwang ng kaarawan ko nang wala dito sa therapy center."napabuntong-hininga naman si ate.

"I don't know, Andoy. But if that's the case, I'll try to convince mom."I smiled genuinly at my sister.

"Thank you, ate!"

"Wag ka munang mag-thank you. Di pa tayo sigurado, no."napailing na lang ako.

Maya-maya, may narinig kaming gatlong sunud-sunod na katok. It's either it's the nurse or it's March.

Binuksan naman ni ate ang pinto, and there I saw, one of my precious girl in the world. Well of course, three of them. My mom and my sister. But this girl is my bestfriend, my love, my girlfriend. It's March Ailene Zaragosa.

"Hi TX! I miss you..."from the loud shout of greeting me to the sad sound of missing me. Uggh, damn you Xander, you're giving her pain that she shouldn't feel. Damn you Xander.

"I-I miss you, too..."I told her. She smiled happily, and whenever I see that smile, it's like I'm in another dimension that only contains March and I. She's very beautiful and she has a kind heart. She's fragile, her emotions are very open and clearly to read at.

"So, how are you?"

"I'm fine...I guess."

"Glad to hear that."I'm sorry for being a jerk, March. You should be happy yet I was being selfish about you. I want you to be mine, mine alone. Am I the worst? Is loving her is a wrong decision? Will be she happy if I let her go?

I continued asking myself even if I know I won't receive even a single answer for each of my questions. I didn't even know that I was pre-occupied and I haven't heard what March is talking about.