Subin stood there , guarding Heeseung per Sunghoon's command . It was just them in silence , not knowing what to say or what to do . If you were to ask Heeseung , he does have tons of question to ask , starting with ‘ Are you okay ? ’ .
He's afraid . Not because he's going to be killed , but by the fact that he's going to lose Subin in such way . In a way where she has no idea who he is .
“ Stop staring at me , will you ? ”
She finally speaks.
“ How can I ? When you're so gorgeous . The most beautiful human being I've ever seen . ”
Subin lowered down her gaze , just to see Heeseung staring at her lovingly . He looked very familiar to her , but she couldn't recall where they met or if they've ever even seen each other .
“ You left me for a day and turned into the bad guy , huh ? How can I ever leave you being so fragile ? ” Heeseung muttered the last part softly.
Subin felt her chest tightened and tears were pooling in her eyes . What he said was simple , but somehow made her weak .
Heeseung saw it , her blue orbs flickered , trying to change into her usual hazel ones that he loved . She still loves him , deep down inside , hidden somewhere behind her manipulated mind .
“ I don't know who you are , but you have to stop talking . ”
“ Why ? Are you afraid of something ? ”
“ No , shut the fuck up . ”
“ Subin—— ”
“ SHUT UP ! ”
She finally blew up .
“ I don't know who you are and I don't want to fucking know . I'm here to kill you , and you're basically surrendering to die . I don't understand why they want to kill someone useless like you , but thank god they're telling me to do it . You're just a trash who gets in the way . So if you please , just shut the fuck up and wait for me to kill you ! ”
Wether it's the real Subin or not , those words hurted his feelings . SHE hurted his feelings .
Sunghoon witnessed everything from the small glass window . He saw how Subin was taken aback by her own words and her eyes widened in shock . He saw the hurt written on Heeseung's face too , how his whole body sunk when he heard those words coming out of her .
There's something inside Sunghoon that has been wishing for Subin to remember who Heeseung was in her life .
She shouldn't be like that , and Heeseung shouldn't encounter Subin being a heartless monster .
He's blaming himself .
Heeseung dropped his gaze to the ground , trying to prevent himself from crying and feeling dissapointed .
“ I should've minded my own business when we first met . ” Heeseung whispered to himself .
But Subin heard that .
Subin's stomach felt like it's dropping and something overwhelming on her chest , that somehow led her into hearing things .
“ It's okay . You can cry ”
“ cry all you want . I'll be here ”
“ I'm here ”
“ I won't leave you ”
“ You can kiss me , Subin . As much as you want . ”
“ I won't go anywhere . ”
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Saving Heeseung || Enhypen's Heeseung
FanfictionIn the world where no one remembers him , Heeseung tries his best to survive alone under the worst circumstances . But does everyone really remember nothing of him?