May 10, 2015

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So I know it's been a long ass time since I last updated and I apologize. I think you guys know I started a new school in February and almost right away I got a boyfriend. His name is Devin and he's really great. I love him a lot and I hope we stay together for a long time.

I've also made some friends which is really great and really helpful. The past few months have been good.

I'm finally getting my braces off which is super great. My grandma has some extra money right now so she was able to pay for it for me.

I've been clean from cutting for two months. I moved another city over (again) but I'm staying at my current school.

Summer is coming up so I'm really happy for that but I'm not happy about testing. Hopefully I do well.

I recently found out I am not transgender and I'm actually a demiboy which basically means my gender is male and a little bit of something else. I mostly identify as male but sometimes I feel agender. I still want to start testosterone and go by male pronouns and all that.

I start testosterone in July. I'm pretty sure the appointment for my first shot is around two days before my 16th birthday, which is pretty cool.

It's really late and I have school in the morning so I'll update when I can. I love you guys.

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