Hey, so uhm, I'm not really sure what I want to write right now. I just kinda feel like I should. I need someone to rant to I guess and you guys are so awesome.
So my family has gone completely insane and I'm officially done with them. My mom has the maturity of a sixteen year old. I'm not kidding. All she cares about anymore is her friends and having MY phone which she makes a huge fucking deal about everytime I want to use it to talk to my friends. As some of you probably know, I went to California a bit ago and we were supposed to come back on monday because it was a three day weekend. We ended up staying three extra days because my mom didn't want to leave and now I'm failing all but two of my classes. And lately she can't stop fucking lying about anything. If she doesn't excuse my absences, which are her fault, then I go to juvenile hall for close to five months. I asked her if she excused them and she said yes. Today I asked my math teacher if they were excused and they're not. I'm so beyond pissed. I'm just fucking done with my mom.
My step dad to be honest isn't a whole lot better. I love him and he tries to help me out by calling me Aryn and male pronouns and stuff but he doesn't really help with the situation with my mom. He always tags along with her and I'm pretty sure both my mom and step dad are on something. I'm dead serious when I say that too.
About a month ago I got in trouble for some stuff I shouldn't have been doing and so I stopped and I was being a good kid. But now my parents have starting doing all this shit and it's not helping me whatsoever.
Last week I broke a bracet on my braces and my moms not doing anything about it. I'm having to have my sister take care of it because I know my mom isn't going to do shit.
Also lately every single thing I say is totally ignored. Like the other night my moms friend was over and I was trying to get my sisters attention and when the friend said her name she finally looked and he said it quieter than I had. I seriously went to my room and cried the rest of the night until I went to sleep. That night was fucking shit.
I think thats the end of this rant for now at least. I love you guys. You help me out a lot even if its only you reading my crap. Love you guys.
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