I'm not gonna say anything having to do with Christmas because I'm a Scrooge and I honestly don't like Christmas and I'm upset.
I'm seriously hating myself right now. Well, more than usual at least. I'm seriously questioning my sexuality.
I'm 94% sure I'm gay but I really fucking don't want to be gay. I don't have anything against gay people or anything but according to my step mom and most of the god fucking damned world I can't be a guy and only like guys. If I like guys I have to be a girl.
I honestly just don't even want labels anymore. Can't I just be me? Is that too much to ask for? I don't even want to fucking be trans* but then again who does. Honestly I'm done being lgbt. I just want to be okay and that consists of being 'normal'.
I don't know what to do anymore.
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Non-FictionI'm just a transboy looking for a way to get my feelings out. If you don't respect or don't like anything lgbt+, mogai, non binary, or queer--please leave. This journal may be helpful for some people who are new to the queer community or who are thi...
