Okay guys, I am going to be completely truthful.
I cut myself often.
I had a problem with it last year but my parents found out and I stopped and got a therapist.
The therapist doesn't know how to deal with gender anything.
I hated her. I saw her twice and that was about it. I guess she even admitted to my mom that she has no idea what she's doing and so I never went back.
Since then I've kinda started cutting again and I really truly hate myself.
I'm short. I'm curvy. I have a high voice. I get called a smurf all the goddamn time. My hands are small and so are my feet.
I just hate myself so much and there's nothing I can do to make myself more masculine.
I don't think anyone ever reads this journal anyway so I have no idea why I even write in this.
No one fucking cares.
I'm just gonna go now.
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Non-FictionI'm just a transboy looking for a way to get my feelings out. If you don't respect or don't like anything lgbt+, mogai, non binary, or queer--please leave. This journal may be helpful for some people who are new to the queer community or who are thi...
