Oops, I almost put June.
Guys guess whats today!
My first therspy session!!
As you can tell I'm very excited. The lady (I think its Tracy but it might be Stacy) is like a transgender specialist so she's supposed to be great and to be honest I kinda am hoping she herself is transgender or a transsexual because, come on, that'd be the best therapist for a trans* teenager.
I sorta feel bad though because we were trying to avoid getting a therapist that costs a lot because my family isn't making a whole lot of money right now and we thought she was gonna be cheaper or something but yesterday my dad found out its $70 each session and I feel bad because I don't want my dad to waste his money on me.
But I'm still really excited and it'll be great to start getting everything handled already. I wanna start testosterone as soon as possible because then I will get taller and all that stuff and I won't feel as bad all the time.
The only thing I'm worried about is like not opening up to her because I have a tendency to do that with adults. I dont know why but yeah I do that and I dont try to. I'm just weird, as you guys probably already know.
P.S. my kik is arynblue and your pms are highly appreciated!
P.P.S I almost forgot to mention my birthday is coming up. I'm gonna be 15!
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