Hey guys, sorry its been such a long time.
I kind of feel like a total loser right now....
So for a long time I was convinced no one read this story because... I don't know. No one really reads any of my stuff except for this and shamefully my One Direction fan fictions.
I know I'm a loser for writting those but whatever. Peoples opinions don't effect me much.
So just a minute ago I was going through to see the comments and shiz on this story/journal thing and it just made me feel so happy.
To be honest I was thinking about... really bad things earlier and last night. I mean I'm still kind of thinking about it but definitely not as much.
AND I HAVE AMAZING NEWS GUYS.
So a few weeks ago I came out to my brother and sister so now my whole family knows. It feels good because now I can be open about it and I'm not *cough* crying *cough* as much and its good.
My sister is a little weird about it I guess. Well not weird but she like challenges my word on everything. She's not too bad though. But my brother is just happy that he can treat me like a little brother.
So, thats a plus.
Oh and I'm sorry for slacking guys and not updating anything. I've just felt like shit and haven't been in the mood to write anything.
Which never happens.
Depression and junk sucks.
I also have the excuse of moving so I had no Wi-Fi until today. Also blame girl problems. I kind of had my heart ripped to shreds by at least four girls in the past month or two.
And I've also switched devices multiple times so that's a difficulty.
Anyway, I love all of you guys. Especially those of you who comment. Comments give me happiness and keep me from doing bad things.
Oh and before I forget, merry Christmas! And have a happy new year!
And sorry I didn't edit this and I'm shaky for some reason (maybe because I haven't had any water today?) But if I messed up at all just comment and tell me to get off my lazy ass and edit.
Oh hey, last thing, some words of advice I give to everyone. Don't write without Wi-Fi. It fucks everything horribly. At least for me.
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Não FicçãoI'm just a transboy looking for a way to get my feelings out. If you don't respect or don't like anything lgbt+, mogai, non binary, or queer--please leave. This journal may be helpful for some people who are new to the queer community or who are thi...
