My Journal

June 14, 2014

So I know it wasn't that long ago that I last updated but I'm bored and I felt like writing.

A few people are telling me I should write about my passions and what I like to do I guess. So I'll see what I can do.

I don't really have any talents that I know of at least but I do have a few hobbies. I think my favorite hobbie is writing. I'm not very good at it and I'm not very popular (which I honestly think is weird because I have so many stories and they are about pretty random things I guess). I always write in a males point of view. I'm not really sure why. I just can't get in character when in a female point of view. And please don't go all feminist on me guys 'cause I'm all for the ladies and them to be happy and equal but I literally cannot read a story with a female main character. I hate that I'm like that because it makes me a dick but it took me a few tries to read Hunger Games and I can't get myself to finish Divergent. And Maximum ride. The story was ruined when I realized Max was a girl. I know I'm an ass.

Anyway, so yeah I like reading and writing a lot. Some of my friends say I'm boring cause all I do is read and write but I like it.

I actually used to hate reading very much because it gave me headaches or I would fall asleep. Then I got my glasses and I liked it more but then in 7th grade a person showed me wattpad and I started reading constantly. At that point I would say "Oh I'm just gonna read. I could never write a story." Then I got an idea for a book and I started writing it. That story didn't last long before it somehow got deleted but then I just kept getting ideas and ideas and I started writing all of them. Now I have over thirty books on here and I have about seven notebooks and some journals filled with stories as well. I haven't had the chanhe to move some of my written down stories to here but some day I might. Right now, my goal is to conplete another story. I'm not lying when I say I literally have one story thats finished and it has a sequal with only like one chapter.

So my other hobbies are music and soccer. Who knew the nerd (me) was an athlete! Plot twist!

Anyway, I really like music. Some of my favorite bands are Sleeping With Sirens, Of Mice & Men, Relient K, NeverShoutNever, and Pierce the Veil of course. I really like singing and I've been told I'm a good singer. I would really like to do something with that but I don't know if I really should since it's not a practical future to aim for. I also want to learn the guitar really bad and, this mat seem odd, but I really want to be a base player in a band when I'm an adult.

At the moment I play flute in my high schools marching band. Next year though I plan on switching to clarinet. I know I'm a loser but don't judge me.

My next passion/hobbie is soccer. I love playing soccer. I think I told you guys about that one time I played in the rain and it was literally the best thing ever. I fucking love the rain.

I sorta have dreams to play on a professional team when I'm an adult especially when I'm watching the games on TV but then I think about it and realize 1) how the fuck does a transgender person play on a pro team and 2) I started playing when I was twelve so I'm not that good and I will never be good enoigh for a pro team. And it's impractical anyway.

When I'm an adult I'm going to be a biologist and study animals. I love animals and I have a great connection with them. I understand them well and I want to learn more.

I also want to be a youtuber but I have no way to do that right now. I'm actually probably gonna be like Dan and start my youtubing after I'm away from my family because they will probably think I'm weird anyway.

So out of those three passions I think the one I want to fulfill the most is singing but like I said its impractical. I might formally publish my stories and turn this into a better book but only if I get more populare because why bother getting published when no one's gonna read your stuff? Why bother putting the stories in your head into text when no one cares?

So leave comments on what next you want me to talk about and please add uow your day is going and/or how you're feeling. I don't care if its super happy and cheerful or super depressing and sad. I WANT TO KNOW.