So I'm pretty stressed right now. My mom just got out of jail and she friended me on facebook but I acted like I didn't see it. I don't want to associate with her at all right now and that might not be the best way to go about this but its how I feel. She fucked me over so bad and I have the right to be upset with her. I love her but I am still so extremely mad.
And to go along with that my sister is mad at me because she's calling her and I don't want to talk to her. As if I don't feel like shit for it enough.
Honestly though I know my mom is gonna end up getting back on drugs. Instead of going to a sober living place she's living with my grandma who smokes weed constantly and is an emotional wreck, along with my grandpa and uncle who are both on drugs and even shared with my mom and Richard when we visited and I was still living with her. I really don't want my mom out at all. I want her to do more time and maybe that'd do her a little good.
I don't know maybe I'm just being an ass but can you really blame me? The hardest time of my life my mom decides she's gonna get strung out and fuck me over even more. I literally do not value myself at all but my mom doesn't deserve my attention. She can't get off easy for terrifying me, confusing me, and making me so goddamn suicidal and depressed.
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