at the beginning

chapter 7

Namjoon POV

i woke up this morning knowing this could be the longest day ever

This is the day that I would finally meet him...

I can't stop myself from being excited and afraid at the same time, I can't wait any longer to see him up close and maybe ask him again...

but first i have to do something  for my son, i know im going to be late but still hoping this day wont pass that i wouldn't meet him 

we both came from show business, he's a brilliant actor and im well known rapper and suddenly we clicked...

we met at the award show, he's the MC that time announcing  the winner of daesang of the year

yoongi is his bestfriend since college and somehow we become best friend too

we fell inlove... madly inlove for 4 years

we had a relationship away from eyes of the media with the help of yoongi, my assistant Sudee and her assistant Sia.. all is going smooth and fine until the day my father met a certain businessman CEO Sujay

He has a daughter named Hayoung, and I never thought she would be my nightmare, OUR nightmare...

She's really beautiful and fine but as the elder says... not all beautiful things have a genuine soul coz a devil was once an angel

i don't know what went wrong to my father's business that i had to involve myself to it.. im busy in my career and relationship with jin that i couldn't thought meeting her would be a disaster for the both of us

she's a brat, a manipulative person I've ever know, and her dad? he spoiled her too much as if her every wish is a command that's need to be done

well, im not her genie, her dad is!

that's why i argued with her all the time, i never thought what she's capable of and i underestimated her wickedness...

she's literally a witch if you would asked me.. i really hate her!

she did something most impossible for me to be believed and maybe im so stupid that time coz i don't know what to do... Jin and i are having some problems becoz of her, she's like a leech, always with me making a scene.

its hard for the both of us coz our relationship are secret to the public and she's taking the advantage of it by introducing herself as my fiancee

Jin said he will leave me when i wouldn't do something about her but i failed him...

she said i got her pregnant and told everyone about it! that time Jin gave up on us and left me.. saying he can't do this anymore...i don't even know how she done it? how she got pregnant and saying im the father?

i did everything to proved that im not the one but even the DNA test said otherwise

i knew i made a mistake letting down my guard for one night, i spent days and night in a bar without proper food, ordering all the drinks i can take, drinking my miserable life.. trying to numb myself from pain

coz jin left me

he's nowhere to be found! i can't contact my bestfriend yoongi and she took it as a opportunity, next thing I knew, she's beside me on my bed naked under my sheets, a lot of hickeys in her neck

i swear to all known Gods that nothing happens between us that night...

i knew im so drunk and my friend Jackson is the one put me on my bed before i passed out, i didnt even know she's with me the night before 

so i made a promised to myself that I'll will do everything to found out to know the truth behind her lies

i never thought it can happened to me, that scenario can be done in real life coz i only seen that in movies. 

Until dad informed me about having dinner with his business partner, I thought it's just a simple business meeting but it turned out to be a proposal, a marriage proposal to be exact on my part...

i got tired of life and let everything happened, she gave birth to a beautiful boy tho i dont feel that im the real father, i just accept it with close eyes

i became workaholic, trying to get rid of her but she's so persistent.

i made her feel what she deserves to be stuck with a man that has no love for her, im so angry for all that happened but never divert this anger to an innocent child

i tried to be a good father to him and take his side

i may not be close to him but i made sure her mother won't influenced him

I'm starting to take over Kim's Enterprise when i found Jin... he's starting to build his company and in no time his clothing line become so popular all over south korea.

i never took my eyes away from him since then...

i hired some private investigator and discover important things about the man i truly love

i made a plan for our company to made this collaboration... all of this is my plan to make him mine again...

it took me a decade to make sure all im going to say to him is based on what i have learned about his life. 

I have come to know that he has a son and I can't think of anything else. Who would be the father?

i try to contact him several times, i got her personal number and called him the moment he lands in seoul

yes, im the one he's talking on the phone when he was in the car on a university parking lot waiting for his son

im asking his permission to meet his son, i need to see him somehow but he denied it saying im talking absurd things...

he's still single and how could he have a child but i know he's lying...

my private investigators could never be wrong...

and now im so fcking late...

i called Mr. Daksh asking if he can manage to set a few more minutes for me to meet yoongi and jin

he told me that jin liked the presentation and the deal was  successfully closed tho they had a little problem about yoongi awhile ago suspecting something about me..

knowing yoongi, he would surely think that im having a plan for not meeting them right away

walking out from the lift, i walked and search which room is the conference

when i heard a laugh, that one familiar laugh i could never forget my whole life

how much i missed to hear that

i turned around and saw him staring at me...

i really want to run to him and hug him tight

he's having a blank face, Ms. Arya calling me but i chose to ignored her

im feeling anxious.

cant describe how glad i am, my heart beating so fast that it could jump out of my chest seeing his handsome face after all this years

im surpressing my smile, he's looking so cute standing in the middle of the hallway seems like he's waiting for me intentionally

but in a blinked of an eye, i saw yoongi standing infront of jin like protecting him from me..

he's so angry that he shouts when he asked my executive assistant to gave us a minute but jin is so calmed... he took everything professionally

i threatened him about his son but he denied it again...

how i wished all of my speculation are true...

i have to trust my instinct this time...

and i will make sure i going to make him mine again, whatever it takes!