It started at Christmas

Chapter 38

After we had breakfast and the crew had arrived Chris and i went to the room which they would make into our walk in closet. It being a guestroom now we didn't have to pack a lot, i pulled the sheets of the bed putting them into the wash. I had overheard the other day that one of the young guys on the crew had lost everything to a fire so we had decided to give him the bed. 

We walked to the construction crew and told them he could take the bed with him, his boss offered to take it to his house in one of his trucks. So the guys took the bed and night stands out of the room. We let him take the other furniture to having no need for it any more. 

When the racks where delivered which we would use to temporarily to hang our clothes i started sorting my stuff making a pile for donation and what i wanted to keep. Chris did the same to his clothes but there wasn't much he wanted to say goodbye to making me laugh. I wrapped my arms around him kissing his cheek, "its okay baby you dont have to if you want to keep everything then keep it." I put the stuff i wanted to donate in boxes and put the rest on the racks. 

It was about 6 when we where ready the men had already left, we decided to order pizza and after dinner decided to go for a walk with Dodger. As we walked, i thought about telling Chris about not taking my birth control again but didn't know how to start the conversation. All of a sudden Chris stopped pulling me in to his arms. "Wanna tell me what is going on in that pretty little head of yours?" This man reads me like a book i thought to myself. "I did something" i whispered "or to be exact i did not do something." He looked at me confused.  "What sweetheart you can tell me anything, you know that right?" 

I looked at him still not sure how to start. "I... i.... i stuttered i took a deep breath i didn't take my birth control this morning" i whispered.  Chris started smiling "you didn't?" 

"No" i said shaking my head.  Chris kissed me and pulled me with him the direction where we just came from. "Lets go home" he grinned. I started laughing, "babe" i said stopping him. "You know it could take some time" i said.  "I know baby" he said cupping my face kissing me "but practicing is the fun part..." he said a big grin on his face. He was about to kiss me again when a flash went off. All of a sudden a man appeared holding a camera. The questions came rapidly out of his mouth. Chris put his arm around me holding me close as we started walking back. Chris putting me under his arm shielding me as much as he could from the man who was still taking pictures asking questions. In the other hand he had Dodgers leash. I could feel Chris getting more frustrated by the minute. But being miles away from the house there was nothing we could do. 

I pulled out my phone because i've had enough, i called a friend who lived nearby asking him if he please could pick us up explaining the situation. 2 minutes later he showed up and we got in the car and he drove us home. We walked inside after thanking him a thousand times and Chris dropped himself on the couch his hand rubbing his face. I walked into the kitchen and i got Chris a beer and getting myself a soda. 

I walked into the living room sitting in front of him on the coffee table giving him his beer. "Baby talk to me?" i whispered.He sighed leaning back into the couch. I stood up and sat down on his lap. I kissed him "Chris please talk dont keep everything to yourself. Its you and me remember." He looked at me a small smile on his lips. "I know baby he said but sometimes those guys just piss me off. I cant even take a relaxing walk without them showing up." I sighed feeling bad for him being so frustrated. "I know baby" i said kissing him again. "I am just so scared to lose you" he whispered almost inaudible.  "Baby look at me" i said but Chris just kept his head down, "baby" i whispered again pulling his face up under his chin. I kissed him, tears where rolling down his cheeks. I looked him deep in the eyes. "Listen to me, i would never ever leave you because of them" i promise. "I know that unfortunately they are a factor in your live, but dont worry about that i can handle it." I kissed him again.