It started at Christmas

Chapter 74

The girl where now 7 weeks old and today is the day that the photographer would come over. We where all dolled up even the dogs had been to the groomers.  The girls where all in little Disney outfits each matching the name they where given. Chris was looking so yummy i could just eat him up. Being a father really suited him. We haven't had sex yet even though i had gotten the all clear on my last appointment. And i was really missing it. 

The doorbell rang and Chris went to open the door. After about two hours of taking photo's Chris showed the photographer out. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me passionately as he came back in, i moaned in the kiss feeling the heat spread to my body. His hands where all over my body setting me on fire. All of a sudden Anna started crying and let my forehead rest on his chest. Chris chuckled, "is someone a bit frustrated?" he smirked. "And then some.." i said smirking. 

We pulled apart and i went to feed the girls. When i was done i looked at Chris who was sitting at the kitchen table behind his laptop. He let out a big sigh. "What is wrong?" i ask. "They want me to do some interviews for the movie i shot in La." he said looking at me. "Okay i said and that is a problem because?" I said getting worried.  "It means i have to go to LA and New York." He said letting out a sigh. My heart dropped the thought of being alone with the girls was frightening. "Okay" i said trying to hide my fears. "Dont worry baby" he said when he pulled me into his lap. "I emailed them back saying i was happy to do some interviews but only remote from home."  I smiled and kissed him, "thank you" i said. "I know at some point you have to leave to do some work but the thought of you leaving now scares me."  He smiled at me cupping my face "Dont worry baby i am not going anywhere at least not for a year."  I nodded. "I am going to put the girls to bed..." i said and got up from his lap.

As i put the girls to bed i couldn't help but think was i being selfish for wanting Chris to stay here. His business is being seen i was worried what a year off would do to his career. I didn't want him to resent us for missed opportunity's. I tucked the girls in and sat there watching them for a while. Dodger and Asher where laying in front of the crib  ever since we introduced them everywhere the girls where the dogs where to. 

The door opened and Chris stood in the door frame leaning against it looking at me. I smiled at him and got up and walked out of the room. "You okay baby?" he asked me. "yeah i am good" i said putting on a brave face i didn't know why i not just told him the truth. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into him as he closed the nursery door. He cupped my face making me look up at him. "Talk to me baby" he said smiling reassuringly. "I am scared" i said looking down, but he put his finger under my chin making me look up again. "Liv? what are you scared of.... the girls are doing great." 

"I know" i sighed. "I am scared you are going to resent us for missed opportunity's." i said barely audible. "What? where is this coming from?" I shrugged my shoulders.  "Baby you and our girls are the most important thing in my life now, i would give up the world for you 4." 

I buried my head in his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. I looked up and he kissed me passionately. I let my hands glide under his shirt scratching over his back with my nails making him growl. I let the glide down sliding them in his pants squeezing his ass. I let my hands slide to the front and wrapped my fingers around his now hardening cock. He growled again and lifted me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck still kissing him and my legs wrapped around his waist. He walked to the bedroom and let us fall on the bed. 

He wanted to lift my shirt over my head but i stopped him and he looked at me confused. "We dont have to if you're not ready.." he whispered kissing my neck. I moaned, "Chris...i am ready but do you mind if i leave my shirt on?"  Now he looked even more confused. "Why baby?" he said kissing my neck again. "Its just... i am not back as i was before the pregnancy." i whispered.  "I dont care baby you're still the most beautiful woman ever"  i moaned as he massaged my right boob trough my shirt. He lifted my shirt up and kissed my stomach and i arched my back of the bed.