Andy Biersack fanfiction - Accidents Happen *COMPLETED* （≧∇≦）

Chapter 31 - Begging

--Tessa's POV--

It was dark out, but I really needed to see Andy. I couldn't tell him about Jinxx, of course, but...I just wanted to see him and tell him I love him. I ran my hands through my hair and knocked on the door of the bus. Ashley answered, a shocked look on his face. "Tessa?" He questioned. I nodded slightly, smiling a half smile. "I-Is Andy there?" I asked. "Y-Yeah,let me get him." Ashley said, welcoming me inside. I stepped in. The tour bus was a total mess, clothing astrue and a horrible mess. We'd only been here for two weeks, how was it already so far gone? Andy appeared from behind the curtain, a smile plastering over his face. He held out his arms and we hugged, but pulled away when he noticed my shaking. "Tess? Is everything okay?" he asked, looking down at me with his hands still on my shoulders. "Everything's fine I just...missed you." I said. It was partially true. He studied my face for a moment, his eyes full of something I couldn't quite read. "Will you sleep with me tonight?" I asked him shyly. He kissed my forehead. "I have an early concert next morning, babe, I can't." He said into my hair. "I'll sleep with you then. I don't want to be without you." I said, hoping I didn't sound cheesy. "You sure?" He asked. I nodded. "I-I want to stop being so afraid." I said. I smiled at him, and he returned it. "Sammi's sleeping with Jinxx from now on, we can sleep in your old bed if you want." He suggested. I nodded, tensing at the thought of Jinxx. I headed into the back bedroom, an idea striking me. What if we did it? I know Andy wanted to. No, it's too early. But I've already done it. I should make Andy happy. I should make myself happy. I sat on the bed and took my shirt and shorts off. Andy raised a brow. "Why are you getting undressed? I thought those wee your pj's?" He asked. I smiled at him. "I want to." I smiled. Andy layed down on the bed, but quickly caught up with my mentality. "Tess, if you mean...No." He confirmed. I hushed him with my lips, climingon top of him and trailing my hands down his chest. "Tess..." He moaned. "You know you can't..." I smiled, my face inches from his. "But you can help me, Andy..." I said playfully. "No, Tess...Mhm, I can hardly control myself. I'd hurt you, babe." He said, lightly pushing me away. I frowned. "You're just going to have to wait." He said. "I'm going to have you begging." I moved back onto him, feeling his erection pressing my leg. I lightly caressed his length through his boxers, making him moan. "Tess...I'm not going to be able to...control..." He moaned. I stroked him further, and suddenly, he pushed me over and grinded roughly onto my pelvis. He bit at the skin of my collar bone, leaving marks. I didn't find pleasure in it, but it didn't actually hurt. I was more so driven by lust. "Andy...more..." I whined. He continued grinding against me, biting down on anew spotof my neck every few grinds. "Please..." I begged. He kissed me and pulled away, caressing my cheeks. "Maybe tomorrow, maybe." He smiled, rolling off of me and heading away. "Annddyyy..." I complained. He smirked. "Go to sleep. I'll join you in a sec." I rolled over, still feeling fairly turned on. Maybe it was best if we waited after all, but it'd be much more fun not to.

--Andy's POV-

I woke up the next morning, feeling bad for having to leave Tessa so early. I gave her a kiss on the forehead and wrote her a note explaining the interview I was going to. I thought about last night and smiled. She wasn't afraid anymore, but I still should wait. I needto make sure she really, really wants to first, and the fact that I had messed something up...down there for her meant it would probably hurt if I couldn't be gentle.

--Tessa's POV -

I woke up to a little note on the pillow next to me.

'Tess,
I have an early interview to go to. Be back soon.
Love you,
Andy'

I smiled a little. This is how it should be all the time. I could just be the Pierce the Veil bus-maid and write part-time, and Andy and I could get along just fine. It was a lovely feeling, even if it probably wouldn't last. I got dressed, finding small, circular bruises where Andy had dug his fingers into my hips. Maybe he was right about him not being able to be gentle, but it had felt so good. I smiled to myself, enjoying the silence of the bus. I began to sing quietly, one of the songs I'd heard Vic singing.

'I laid down,

I drank the poison then I passed the fuck out,

Now let me tell you 'bout the good life,

I have a million different girls that hide, under my bed and when I let 'em out,

They treat me, right.'

Suddenly, a small voice appeared from the bathroom doorway. "That was pretty." I jumped, looking over to see Vic standing there. "Vic? How did you get in?" I asked him, chuckling to myself a little and turning red. "I have a key and I wanted to make sure you were okay since you seemed worried last night. Did you sleep here?" He asked. I nodded. "Yeah." Vic nodded. "Just checking in." He smiled at me. "You wanna hang out or something? I don't have anything today." Vic said. "Uhm, sure!" I smiled, not having anything to do today either. "Kay, cool." Vic smiled. I walked past him to put away my brush, but to my surprise he caught his hand around my waist and pulled me towards him. I stared, confused into his eyes for a few moments before he leaned in, pressing his lips to mine passionately. I kept my eyes open, keeping the kiss going but not being happy about it. He pressed me up against the wall and I diligently pushed him away. He looked at me, a hurt and confused expression o his face. "Was that not okay? I'm sorry I just..." He began to say. "No I just.." I trailed off. That wasn't right, I knew it. I was with Andy now, I should let him know that. "Look Vic, I'm...I'm with Andy, I don't know if you knew that but...I'm sorry." I said, not even able to look into his eyes. "No, I'm sorry. I didn't know you two were together, I shouldn't have done that. I'm gonna get going." Vic said. "No, Vic don't-" He left without another word, slamming the door behind him. I frowned, more lonely and confused than ever. I loved Andy more than anything,yet here I was whoring around. He kissed me but I couldn't help but feel...dirty. Used. I lounged on the couch, turning on the TV and trying not to think about what had just happened. Everything was moving so fast, I couldn't control it! I should tell Andy. I need to. I waited for him diligently on the couch, sighing to myself constantly. I'm such a whore! Andy can't possibly love me, I'm a slut. And Jinxx had a girlfriend! I wasn't really...Tears filled my eyes but I pushed them back. I can't just cry away my problems anymore. Watching the clock, I waited anxiously for Andy's return.