Andy Biersack fanfiction - Accidents Happen *COMPLETED* （≧∇≦）

Chapter 48 - Updates

--Tessa's POV--

Andy had helped me get my things together and we'd left early in the morning. My mind still focussed on the dream, the horrible dream. It foccussed on a lot of things. My pregnancy results were due on Wednesday, maybe a little later depending on the hospital. It didn't matter. I was probably pregant and too stupid to remember, I'm always just too stupid. I pressed my face against the window, lost in thought. Andy sat, watching me as he ate lunch. "You haven't said a word since you got here, Tess." He commented. I shrugged. I knew I was being immature, but I wasn't in the mood to talk. "Tess, atleast say something." He said, putting down his spoon and looking at me. "Sorry." I mumbled.I felt his eyes piercing into me. "Tessa." He growled lowly. I finally looked over at him, my eyes tearing. "What?" I asked.

--Andy's POV--

She looked over at me, her eyes full of tears. There was something about her eyes when they are wet with tears, it makes them even more beautiful. The way the green in them shimmers. We both stared at each other for a while. She looked so broken, like a puzzle that's pieces were sucked up by the vacuum and it would never quite be complete. "I Want you to talk to me. Tell me what you're thinking." I said, my voice stern. She sighed. "I'm not in the mood." She said simply, getting up and grabbing my bowl. She moved to the sink and began to clean. I frowned, sitting there for a moment before tiptoeing toeing after her. She began to rinse my bowl in the sink, trying to hide her tears with her hair. I wrapped my arms around her. "I got your results back today." I said quietly. I felt her tense. "For the...For the pregnancy?" She asked. "No. I dropped off your case early last week." I said. She sniffled and continued to wash the already clean bowl. "I told them you didn't want to have a court session, so they're going to see if they can arrange something a little more private." I said, laying my head atop hers and turning her around to face my chest. She sighed. I separated us slightly, my arms still on her shoulders as I looked down at her. "You're gonna be fine, okay?" I said to her quietly. I watched as her eyes teared more and her face pressed with sadness. She buried her face in my chest to hide her tears, but I could feel the wetness on my shirt.

--Tessa's POV--

That day was bland. The boys had things to do and I did laundry all day. Laundry and vacuuming. And dusting. All I ever did anymore was clean. I looked down at my feet, my stomach cramping. It wasn't worth the tests. I knew I was pregnant. I'm having Vic's child and my life is going to be ruined. I found myself crying again and I got up and began to clean again, trying to stay away from soaking in my own misery. I hated doing that.

There were so many times I wanted to die. Kill myself. End it. But I couldn't. I had a son, and whether or not it was willing I brought him into this world he's here now and I love him, and I don't have time for suicidal thoughts. But now, things are so easily slipping from my fingers like stand between cracks in the pavement. All at once, everything collapsed. I finally decided to sit down and read for a bit, pushing away the horrid ideas.

--Andy's POV-

Things had gone slowly today. We had a concert, and it felt good to be on stage again. Then we had an interview and some budget work to fix. I sat at the fast food table with the guys, my mind always wondering back to Tessa again. How unhealthy and sad she looked. Like a shell. I imagined she had been this way, probably much worse, when I was with her. But now was different. Now, she was facing her demons right in the face. Life had never given her much kindness at all.
Suddenly, my phone began to vibrate uncontrolabely. Jinxx jumped. I picked it up and pressed it against my ear, my eyes drooping.

"Hello, this is Cedars Sinai calling regarding the pregnancy test for Tessa Bluins?" A female voice said.

Wow, they got that early. I bit my lip. "Yes?"

"Is this her father?"

I unconsciously replied with a "Yes."

"We have some updates on her pregnancy."