The Nectar of Pain

What truly haunts me?

It is our
story
that haunts me,
not wanting you back
into my life

It is not you that i
cannot get over

It is the pain and
the wounds that keep
bleeding everytime i think of you
or hear your name
It is the scars that i have to hide
everywhere i go
that i cannot get over

when i think of you,
i don't see your face anymore,
i see a shadow.
i see pain.
Yes, I
see
pain